myloverecord

2008-12-22T06:50:00.000+08:00

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Shagged

2008-10-15T00:26:00.008+08:00

Hello :D

On monday and tuesday, I sat for Maths Mock tests in class.

And for paper 1, I've gotten myself almost 50 over 80.

Yes, improved alot from my Prelims and for sho,

I'm gonna strive even further till O's next week.

Thursday's the practical, and by tomorrow, I'm done

revising the theory part.

Ive gotta complete Chemistry's revision by Friday.

I've been having late night sleeps, and that's the reason why,

I was all shagged today.

And I slept early as 9.3o to have a nice one and half hour nap :D

Tomorrow's the last day of school.

I don't know what to expect, but I'm sure, and the end of it all,

I'm gonna miss my classmates.

We have bonded so close for the past two years.

And to all the guys in my class, with your existence,

the classroom is always filled with laugthers to all your lame jokes :D

And yes, I've yet to elaborate on Shida bby's celebration that happened

on last Satuday. As planned, we headed down to Snow city :D

We camwhored all the way there, using Shida's cam.

We also managed to sit down at Science centre,

to have our quick lunch. Haha.

Akasyah's locks were all nice, I like :D

We had our fun time laughing and catching up on old times.

Upon reaching there, we purchased the tickets.

One of the workers down there said that,

we could stay there for as long as we wanted,

and exceed our time limit cause they don't really care.

We were in there for more than an hour.

Hence, our 13 bucks were all worth it.

We slided down the slopes more than ten times, camwhored at

their igloo, their very own bar and at their luge seat :D

By 6.3o, we purchased one of the pictures and left for IMM.

We had dinner at the Halal Cafe, and sat at the rooftop.

We surprised her with the slice of ice-cream cake from Swensens.

Sang her a birithday song, blew off the candle,

and afterwhich, we headed home :D

I had fun and I'm glad as her bestfriend,

I've made her birthday a memorable one <3

I love you baby.

F2's Hari Rayayayayaya!

2008-10-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hello :D
On Thursday, jalan raya with my F2 :D
I skipped my HMT class, and still,
Shida bby and I were super late to meet them.
Sorry guys, it was purely my fault.
Mum was argueing with me and somehow,
I had trouble wearing that songket thing.
Till Shida bby had to go up and help me out.
Thus, due to those unforeseen circumstances,
we were late and we had you guys waiting for us.
So sorryryryryryryryryryyry!
But on the brighter side, I'm happy to got to see you guys after so long,
laughing our asses off, taking the long bus rides, camwhoring
and etc etc. You guys made my day :D
After O's, we'll do a reunion again okay <3
And I'm sorry again. I love you guys, really.
I felt guilty till I could not hold back my tears.
Ok for the last time, sorry :D

Yesterday, was Shida bby's birthday! :DD
Hope you like my book I made for you
and the pendant necklace. We can wear it together-gether! :D
Today we snow-citying and I can't wait!
Too bad, we had to attend Chemistry class first.

O's nearing and I've been mugging.
At least, it's a good thing for me.
I passed my Amaths specimen paper,
I've done tons of Maths sums and practice papers,
doing essays and memorising letter formats,
doing little notes on Social Studies,
I'm just worried for my Sciences and Geography.
I gotta bear with my hectic life after today,
till O's are over.
Sundays, I'll be having my tuition.
Monday is meeting up with HMT friends and teacher-in-charge
and have a study date with Shafiqah.
Tuesday, is meeting up with Mr Lathif for consultation.
Thurdays, is the start of practical Science.
Saturday, I have a study date with Shima bby.
And Monday, O's will officially start. *bites finger*

Btw, to Johnnie bestie, think postive okay.
Dont think too much & do sleep well.
Everything's gonna be back to normal. Insyallah, amin :D
Anything just reach me.

Goodnight readers!

Selamat Hari raya!

2008-10-04T11:35:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone!
Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua teman-temanku,

lagi-lagi teman-teman yang karib denganku :D
Shika mohon ampun dan maaf.
Shika hanya insan biasa, yang tidak lepas
daripada dosa dan kesilapan.
Jika ada menyinggung hatimu dengan tidak sengaja,
terkasar bahasa, termaki hamun dan sikap tidak ambil endah,
Shika sorry, and really weally sorry :D

Anyho, O's drawing near in two week's time?
I studied alone in the library yesterday. HAHA.
And i studied at home till 4am.
And amidst of studying, I ate a heavy supper.
Lama lama, badan aku naik sihat. Mampos -.-

By the way, I'm loving my hair now.

Thin it and can bounce it back like before :D

Family's out for jalaning raya. I'm lazy to follow.
Haha. Prolly heading to Civic again :D

Goodlucks to my babies who are sitting for O's.
We are all in the same boat and let's pray,
we will excell well alright. HUG & all the best! :D

Think about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me
that i’m the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world starts to listen

when you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that

I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me
that i’m the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world starts to listen

when you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody’s ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels

when you are telling me that

i’m the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world starts to listen

when you tell me you’re in love

Whisper to me again
When you tell me you’re in love.

The past always stays behind.

2008-09-25T21:38:00.007+08:00

That day was special,

there was you and me even its only for a moment ♥

Hello.
Yes finally, I'm updating my blog.
Sorry for my absence here, cause i've been busy.
Alot of stuffs happen lately.
But to sum it all up, I'm ok now [:
Yesterday, break fast with Shida bby.
We studied at Jurong Library and camwhored in the toilet :D
HAHA. Of all places, the handicapped toilet.
Then, I was off for tuition. Thanks bby, if you weren't there,
I'm stuck alone :/ Heh.
I'm not going school tomorrow. Lazy.
Rather stay at home and study :D
27 more days to O's. And hell, I'm not prepared.
Hari Raya's just next week, it'll prolly be my last time
to have the taste of fun.
Oh not forgetting, Shida's birthday. SNOW CITY!
Then after that, no more outings. Mug and Mug :/
I'm looking forward for my weekends.
I'll update soon again readers :D

I told you to leave, but you lied to me,
when you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back.

True enough, another heartbreak.

2008-09-10T23:14:00.011+08:00

Hello,

School was doing fine, as usual.

With Shida bby around, school's life can never be bored.

After school, met up with Mummy and went home.

Got changed and went out with Shida bby.

We decided to head to town today and went to Fareast.

We took about half and hour to find a perfect salon,

and finally, we settled on this particular one

and get her curls extensions done :D

Awwh, after everything's done for one hour,

I was happy with the final result. She looked prettaye :D

We camwhored at the nearest toilet

and started hunting for my flats.

We surveyed around and two pair caught my eye.

We then break fast at Cahaya.

By 7.40, we were off to purchase my flats. It was only 20bucks :D

We then bought our hippie bands and headed to Wisma.

We stopped by Cotton-on, tried on a few clothes

and bought them :D

We then headed home. In the mrt, we laughed at our stupid funny faces,

and at our lame jokes and storytelling here and there.

Yeah, it was needed and fun :D

You can tell, how much I love this chick. HHA.

Reached home by 9.30, just in time for Jeritan Sepi.

Then, get emosional a little seeing the show and decided to on the lappie.

And then..., I was crying again.

Only God knows why.

I can now accept the fact that we can only be friends.

You've opened up my eyes and you've shown me enough.

All along, I should've known that words are only words,

lies are only lies, and promises are meant to be broken.

I've learnt alot from you. Thank you.

I've no grudges at all towards you.

If you never knew,

you'll forever lose my trust.

If you never knew,

I've always loved you more than words.

*abashed and dissappointed*

Sebenarnya ku tak pernah ada rasa cinta
Aku tak mengerti
Seolah kau beri harapan yang pasti
Membuaiku dengan penuh keindahan

Tanpa disadari cinta itu hadir
Dan aku tak sanggup menghindari
Kau berikan aku kesejukan
Yang tak pernah aku rasakan sebelumnya

Tapi ternyata kau ada yang memiliki
Sungguh kau buatku kecewa
Aku terluka melihatmu dengannya
Sungguh ku ingin kau menyadari

Aku akan melupakan bayanganmu
Berhenti untuk mengejarmu.

Cinta membunuhku,

2008-09-10T00:08:00.005+08:00

Hello,
school-ed again today.
Got back most of the Prelims papers.
Oh, im not dissappointed just sad, cause I could have done better.
I do believe in myself :D
Careless stupid mistakes here and there.
Stupid and lazy of me for not revising much for Humanities.
And I guessed, practice will make perfect for my Maths, Amaths & Sciences.
Plus, I need to brush up my situational writing skills.
Hopefully, after all that's accomplished, I'm prepared for O-levels(?)
HHA. It's just a month away.
Fasting month for revisions and Hari Raya for sitting of papers.
It sucks big time but I have to pull this through, no matter what.
I can try. Just need to discipline myself

and I'll be on the right track.
I've done my own timetable and hopefully, I'll be able to follow :D

I can't wait for Friday. Finally, a date with Shida bby.
We're probably heading to town to do her hair and to find my shoes.
And we breakfast together. YES AH! <3

I can't wait for Saturday. Prolly tutor Deanna and hangout with F2 :D

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Now, I'm done.

2008-09-08T22:01:00.007+08:00

Hello.
School was really needed today. Seriously. With not bringing my attire for PE, myself with my other girlfriends, sat outside the detention room and talked almost anything. Laughed at funny scenarios and also, advices being thrown here and there. And I must say, they have indeed knocked a little sense in my head. And Shida bby, you really touched my heart just now.

With you ranting that you're feeling the pain I'm feeling and being equally pinched with what I'm facing now, it just simply shows a true bestfriend you are. You have always cared for me and always wanted to see me happy. And you never fail to hear to all my stories and everything I felt in my heart. You are the only one who understands me and willing to lend me your ears eventhough you have your own dilemma too.

I wish I can be strong like you, holding back those tears and not giving in or be fooled. I wish I can be wise and not let anyone to duplicate me and take me for granted. I wish I have the heart to just take a step back and ignore, or worse, keep a distance away from anyone who tries to harm my heart. I wish I could just spit out the correct deep words to just make you realise that, my feelings are indeed true and treat me at least as a human being. I wish. But, I know, i'm nothing of that sort. I'm just too weak and I only have Shahida Bte Adnan to keep me stand upright and wanting me to not do the chasing anymore. For once, I should take the backseat in the car. For once, I should just ignore and keep me occupied with some other important stuffs. Make myself happy and stopped thinking about others' feelings. Prolly, I'm not even a thought in your mind anymore. Prolly, I'm being heckcared and contented with your life and freedom now. Cause, I'm nothing anymore, no status or whatsoever. Thus, losing me is not a big deal. And I know, no matter how hurtful it is, I cannot deny this fact. Cause actions speaks louder than words. I only hear words coming from the mouth but no actions taken. So here I am, looking like a fool and waiting for what? I'm left hanging again. I know those tears I shed won't bring anything back. Cause I cried enough, and it's just plain selfish to know that I'm already hurt, but still, wanting to see me crying again and being hurt profusely. I gave too many chances and forgave you alot of times. But why, I'm given all those high hopes and promises, but they are just too far away to reach and it takes thousands of miles to fulfill them. As much as I want you to hold on tight to those promises, I know I cannot hope too much. Sometimes, I feel that I'm being gripped so tight and really feel convinced, and the next minute, I'm being left behind again with lies and not the plain truth. I gave all my trust and it's all wasted again. I'm just waiting for the truth. Till when I'm going to be treated this way? I'm not sure cause things are way too complicated for me. Dont say I'm overreacting and making things more complicated. I know things were settled and I really thought there wound be no problems anymore. But the next minute, everything was back to square one. I don't want to be the third party.

Tell me the truth, and I won't wait any longer and hoping that things will eventually work out in the future. Is not gonna happen if what's mine before is no longer mine now. I never had the strength. But now, I'm speaking up, you move on or, to put back the pieces between us, that you claimed to be missing? Choose.

All the raindrops
In the sky tonight
Can't compare with all the pain
And all the tears I've cried
But now I'm done

All the make believe
Locked in this picture frame
Is gonna stay behind
Along with all the burning rage
That's been tearing through my heart
It killing me slowly
Every beat, I was falling apart

Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave

All this time I've spent
Staring at the door
I never had the strength
To pack my bags and leave before
But now I'm done
Lying to myself when it's clear
That you're not that one

Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave

When there's nothing left
For me to leave behind
And you're already too far gone
To say goodbye

Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave

Sometimes you leave

Trust is a big word.

2008-09-08T06:11:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I never woke up for my pre-dawn meal(?)

And nevermind, if I can handle it, that's good :D

Haha. I havent got ready for school. Bath also havent.

Yesterday, went shopping at Causeway Point ^^

The Thai Exhibit was cool, and I prolly stopped by it again.

Break fast was at Macdonalds. Woo!

And by 1o, headed home cause Aunty Nini and family wanted to come by.

By midnight, I was already asleep.

So thats explain why, I was already too tired and lazy

to wake up for pre-dawn meal.

Ok, bathroom's calling me! :D

Earn my trust baby.

Actions speak louder than words.

I wish.

2008-09-07T06:31:00.008+08:00

Hello,
Pardon for not blogging. Cause, busy and lappie's not with me.
Tomorrow's already school & back to square one.
Where I have to hit all the books again and prepare for my major papers.
Prelims results will be out soon, and I can only hope for the best.
On friday,my family went to Geylang to shop for Hari Raya stuffs.
The guys finally settled on this particular grey colour baju kurungs
after so much of walking here and there. Penat you.
Fortunately, we managed to find seats during our break fast.
If not, i swear my legs will be whining till I hit my sheets.
And yeah, I bought myself a small rotan beg :D
By 11, we finally headed home.
Texted Shukur ♥ and by 2, I was off to sleep.

Yesterday, headed down to Commonwealth and tutor again.
Taught Deanna English and test on Mental Sums,
and we finally finished up her art :D
Initally, thought of breaking fast down there,
but headed home instead to help mummy out in the kitchen :/
Next time will do.

Today's tuition and I have yet to complete my homework and revisions.
Prolly by next two weeks, I'll get my accessories, dress and shoes.
And have my surprise done with :D

I never wanted everything to end this way.
When you can take a blue sky, turn it grey,
I swore to you that I would do my best to change.
Then you said it dont matter.
I'm looking at you from another point of view,
I dunno how the hell I fell in love with you.
I never wish for anyone to feel the way I do.

You then make me realised there's no forever.

When my sky is always grey, I knew you were my only light.

Then you said, there's many others in this world,

who can shine my way through.

But I'm pondering on our memories,

I dunno where did I went wrong,

cause loving you was never my mistake.

And if there's another in your life,

I dare to say it's your mistake and I can only bid goodbye.

And then, only God knows how much I will miss you.

And how I wish, I can be the kind of girl you have always crave for.

I miss Sentosa.

2008-09-03T22:12:00.004+08:00

Hello, my day's ok today. So fast, and it's already Wednesday. Oh, im giving Jeritan Sepi a miss. Im too lazy to get my ass off the bed. The weather's cold again, and my bones are chilling. Break fast was nice. Mummy cooked spicy macaroni (: After that, went to pray and afterwhich, I received a text message from Johnnie! He asked to call him. We talked for minutes and we put down. And we continued texting. And both of us were horny. HAHA. He made me laugh. And now, we're chatting :D And yes Im missing Sentosa :/ So suddenly eh. Cause I was friendster-ing and I came across this couple who were at Sentosa and they look so cute plus sweet -.-" K whatever. Tomorrow, probably im tutoring again and I'll give her mental sums on Multiplication of 2 and 3. Haha (:

16 more days.

Notice me like before baby.

2008-09-03T20:46:00.008+08:00

Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby

Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you I need you
So please don't throw our love away

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

Appreciate what you have, and who you have.

2008-09-02T19:38:00.012+08:00

Hello, met up with Fina bby again this afternoon.

And she accompanied me tutoring Deanna today :D

The whether today start off rainy, and then sunny,

and ended off with rain again.

And now, the night's feeling cold. I like.

My stomach's full and buncik now.

I prefer its shape in the afternoon, it'll be squashed flat and I like.

For sure, I'll lose some fats during this holy month :D

I parted with Fina bby by 6 and Johnnie texted me otw home.

He never fails to entertain me and plaster a smile on my face.

Goodest lucks for your SS paper tomorrow.

You can do it bacin! :D

I've known him for eight months now, and yes,

he's been a good friend in need and a funny chap :D

I miss those bestie times.

I wish I were to die infront of you and then hopefully, you'll realise.

All the best friends(!)

2008-09-02T06:41:00.005+08:00

Hello. I should have my beauty sleep again by now. But hell, I on the lappie after solat-ing :D And I wanted to stay up so that I could ring up Shukur ♥ to wish him goodlucks for his N-lvl paper today, MT. And when he picked up the phone, he was still sleeping. DOL! Anyway, give your best baby! :D And to all my other close friends, all the best too for the upcoming papers :D

Im doing tutoring again today. I love teaching :D

Celamat menjalani ibadah puasa to semua muslimin dan muslimah!

ku kan slalu tetap menunggu
walau sebagai simpananmu
ku kan slalu tegar menanti
walau engkau takkan kumiliki
ku kan slalu tetap menunggu
walau hanya kekasih gelapmu
ku kan slalu tegar menanti
hingga saat nafasku terhenti

Skip the goodbyes, start anew.

2008-09-01T07:16:00.010+08:00

Hello. Yesterday, my meeting with Shima was postponed to one of the days this week. And we'll break fast together for sure. I was tutoring Shukur's cousin Primary 2 maths. I'm tutoring her again this afternoon. I miss scoring full marks for that subject. Obviously, it's impossible for me now. I can only hope that i did well for Prelims. So far, I've gotten my English Paper 1 marks. The score was 39/60. I need to improve on my situational writing skills. This one week of holiday, I sure hope I'll revise on my Humanities and Chemistry. It's this both areas I want to improve and do well.

Today's the start of the fasting month. I'm really geared up for it and for sure, I'll do my prayers more frequently. Heh.

Back to yesterday, after tutoring, headed to Jurung Mrt and meet up with Shukur ♥ Upon arriving at Semb, we took a long route to Canberra Park. We talked things out yesterday and poured out our feelings all. I coudn't stop breaking down. I'm an emotional wreck person. But, I guessed the tears was all worth it cuase our conversation ended off well. And i know, for sure, after yesterday, I'll no longer have 1001 questions bubbling up in my mind and I'll move on from there. Deep down, I know we still do care and love for one another. It's what matters most to me. By 11, we parted with a tight tight hug and seconds of kiss (:

NSBA♥ , after reading your latest post, it had me reflect back on whether I have been your true bestfriend for all this nine years and so. Have I ever been there for you when you needed someone to confide in? Have i ever been there for you to cheer you up and wipe away your tears? Have I understood your wants and needs? Have I ever been lending my listening ears and listen to all your problems? Have I ever been such an egoistic and selfish friend? Have I been your friend whom you can really lean on and talk to? Your post made me question myself, do you deserve someone better than me? I know I have my flaws and I know, it will cut me deep if I were to hurt you in anyway by my actions or words. I will bleed if I see you cry and I will definitely be worried if my bestfriend is hurting when I'm not the one feeling the pain. You're the last person in my mind that I do not wish to see you hurt and be hurt by me. I'm sorry for any of my wrongdoings and I'm sorry if I hadn't been there for you. For all you know, I'll be glad and willingly to overcome your problems with and get rid off the burden inside you. I have all my time for you cause I know you have never fail to be there for me. It's not the matter of repaying back all your deeds you've done for me, but it's our friendship that matters most and the love we share. I'll lose a part of me if I lose you. I know there's always a saying that friends do come and go. But if we put in efforts to make the friendship works, there's no ending to it and there will never be. Don't ever think that I'll come running to you only when I need you. With or without problems, you've always been whom I want to to talk to and share about anything. And I'll never get you off my head cause it's your laughter and jokes that bring smiles to my face and your advices have kept me strong. I'm no stranger to you but a bestfriend and always be. Tell me your problems and I'll listen. I love you with every ounce of my heart ♥

I had a couple of puffs.

2008-08-31T09:58:00.007+08:00

Hello,

yesterday I was with Fina bby throughout the whole day.

I swear it was pathetic but I'm never bored with her around :D

We met up at Jurong and proceeded to Geylang.

I bought a baby's baju kurung for my baby niece.

Since our dress code colour will be grey, i bought that colour.

Afterwhich, we were really weally famished

and settled on Banquet.

I ate fast on my nasi ayam and

I was already whining about my buncit perut.

Fina never finished up her carrot cake and thus,

we made our way to Marina.

It was raining but we relied on my umbrella.

I did not catch the lights up but attend to baybeats.

The crowd's boring this year, or the bands? Hah.

But so long as I get to meet my lovelies, im happy.

Met up with fifi bby, hazel and rinniey.

Afterwhich, got to meet up with Ammar and Afiq.

Bumped into Khairiyah & Stella.

And then, Heidhar. I was so hyped to go to meet Reena bby and Hadi! :D

Lastly, my bacin friend, Johnnie!

Amidst of Electrico performing, we went back to Marina

and slacked at cermin. And yes, smoking can be my happy pills too :D

By 10.40, we headed home.

I was beat, had a quick bath and dozed off.

Today's tuition and afterwhich, Im meeting up with Shima bby :D

After so long, we finally get to meet up again.

Its funny how friendster has do wonders,

and have us building a friendship.

Whenever im with her, I knew she has her listening ears

to my stories, vice versa. I know I can count on her :D

We spent some time when you were mine
Tell me where it all went
You promised me, you'd never leave
Do you break all your promises?
Just like you broke my heart so easily
Saying you love me was just a tease to me
I wanted the real thing but you lost the feeling for me
And now, is this worth it
When we're both hurting
I know you can't hide it from yourself.

To move on without you,

its easier said than done.

Tell me, am i at fault

when i left you with my heart all broken?

Kangen!

2008-08-30T06:06:00.002+08:00

I woke up in the middle of morning.

On the lappie and broke down.

I dreamt of you.

Oh how I've missed you.

Dilemma.

2008-08-29T13:47:00.004+08:00

Hello. Teacher's Day was heartwarming. Watched the concert and go awww. Had flu suddenly, so I was feeling restless. Nevertheless, me and my babies handed out our cute cupcakes, and wished our teachers. When school session ended, tried to find Dzul but to no avail. Miss you friend. Thus, we then walked home under the drizzling rain. Hearing to Shida bby's rants, and I realised, I am also now, trapped in my own beautiful past.

When you played the song,

I remembered the way you sang it to me.

And I'll always play it during my sleepless nights.

Why? It's only my dilemma now.

I still have them,

2008-08-29T00:30:00.005+08:00

Hello,

Spent quality time with Mummy today and my baby niece :D

We bussed to TKC from Ang Mo Kio.

And on our way, I poured out my problems to her.

It's a nice feeling when a mother advices her daughter.

And I feel so much better :D

But still, it takes time to heal and I will.

Upon reaching TKC, we bought kurmas as

the fasting months is anytime soon.

Afterwhich, went to hunt for my raya baju.

And I settled upon a grey and orange suits.

Thus, Mummy decided that we shall go orange and grey this year :D

After all the trying out and purchasing and getting free accessories,

I was all happy and it was Mummy's turn to look for her stuffs.

She bought hers at reasonable prices and we then had our dinner.

And then, went home.

Though my leg aches, but today's shopping was needed :D

I just need to get my shoes and beg and do something to my hair!

F2 going baybeats tomorrow but I tak bolehhh :/

Ammar's chatting with me.

At least ada orang layan aku pg pg buta begini.

Tonight I'm over you boy.

2008-08-28T12:01:00.003+08:00

Hello,

Tomorrow's teacher's day :D

Baking cupcakes later on with my babies.

And after that, prolly heading to Geylang with Mommy.

Maths paper two was the final paper today.

And prelims finally over!

And i'll spend my Saturday wisely,

either to Baybeats or Geylang. HAHA :D

Yesterday was a disaster and im glad im over it.

Thanks for everything. Still, i love you.

After all the nights we spent alone
In the same bedroom
After all the lies roll off your tongue
And you stop pretending
That you and I belong together now
This love’s not worth mending
You and I could never work it out this time

Tonight, I’m over you
Tonight, I’ll see this through
I’ll cut the ties on our romance and
You crossed the line
I gave you too many chances
Tonight, I’m over you

Cut me down over the phone again
Keep me defending
Laugh it off and try to make amends
I’ll stop pretending
That this is just another passing phase
There’s no happy ending
There’s no use convincing me to stay this time

You and all our so-called memories
They don’t mean much
They don’t mean anything.

Yabedabedoo!

2008-08-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hello,

Science Practical was easy :D

Spent the whole of the three hours waiting,

playing Uno and discussing about Prom Night.

After which, went home and watched tv.

At 7.30, called Bee up :D

He then called me back and asked me out tomorrow ^^

I cant wait, I cant wait.

I'll be at your school pagar when your school session ends.

HAHA :D

Shida bby, we watched movie prolly on Thursday okay

or any other days. I promised <3

Bee's texting me and I'm happy!

On second thoughts,

2008-08-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

Treat me fine, will you?

You'll always be my thunder ♥

2008-08-25T14:55:00.006+08:00

Hello,

Had A.Maths paper two and sciences paper one.

I was really start at the differentiation questions. Bah.

Two more months to O's. Time, please fly slow.

Im having science practical tomorrow.

And after my shift ends, we will be held back till 12.30 -.=

Prelims almost over and no attendance is needed for Wednesday.

But I'll be having tuition from 5.30 till 7.

Im bored now, I'll try find something to occupy myself with.

Watch videos or prolly surf the net for movies?

I havent crash the cinemas for weeks.

I wanna catch Kallang Roar/Death race.

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
♥♥♥

Short meet-up <3

2008-08-24T22:40:00.004+08:00

Hello,

today the weather was superb.

Sejuk menggigit tulang due to the heavy rain.

Had tuition today :D

As it was raining still after tuition,

Bala had to hold the umbrella. HAHA.

And we chit chatted till we parted

and boarded our different trains.

I trained to Bee's place.

He called me back when I was in the train.

I just had to go over his place

to check whether he was dg fine.

And besides, I missed him.

And it felt velly good to hear his voice.

So, I bought his favourite chicken floss

and Bee was smiling away after passing it to him.

It was a short meet-up cause he had to go to Joo Chiat.

We umbrella-ed our way to the Mrt.

Thanks for the hug ^^.

We accompanied each other till Raffles Mrt.

Along the way, we talked things out abit.

I loved it when we looked and stared at each other,

smiling and grinning away.

It felt exactly like during our dating days :B

He said he's gonna spend one of the days next week and meet me.

Clear all my doubts Bee.

But for now, I'm happy cause you make my day today.

Love you, and always will ♥

I'm letting you free,

2008-08-24T07:16:00.005+08:00

Why does it always seem
That u and I go between
Some kind of love and hate
One minute it seems right
Next a big, big fight
What a confusing state
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting u go so u can be free

Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to u

There's more fish in the sea
More than just u and me
Gotta get off this ride
Haven't you figured out
That this just won't work out
To many times we've cried
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting u go so u can be free

Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to u

I know there's someone out there for u
Better than me
I just can't be that kind of girl
U want me to be
It's not me, can't u see baby

Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down

It's probably the hardest thing to do.

I'm sorry Bee.

You're my Bee, always.

2008-08-22T19:26:00.004+08:00

YAY! Finally, my Bee text me :D
I'm glad you find my gift very cute.
You're missed. See you on Sunday ♥

I don't wanna bid goodbye,

2008-08-22T12:17:00.003+08:00

Hello,

Maths Paper 1 and Physics paper

are already done with yesterday.

Today was Geography. Oh, I totally flung this paper.

I have no interest in it, so I never did revise well.

Haha. So much of me want to study. Aiyo.

And I had a weird plus sweet dream yesterday.

Oh, maybe I missed your presence around me friend :/

Anewaye, Baby, hope you like the gift.

Call me asap. I missed your voice and YOU. Ah!

Happy 5th Monthsary, my bangla busuk ♥

2008-08-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary loverboy! ♥

Days have indeed moved to months,

and we have come a long way since

the start I'm with you, 21.03.08.

I know there's no such as anything perfect

in this world, but I know you're perfect for me.

Although there's times where we could'nt stand each other,

argue time and again, and be upset with one another,

but we know our relationship will always bound

to have those downfalls.

We'll always forgive each other cause,

how could I ever hate you Baby.

I know there's no such thing as forever too.

But I know, my feelings for you are true.

We both can understand each other if we want to,

and we can make this work if we really desire to.

There's long way to go and I'm sure when the time is finally right,

we'll finally be together and you'll be mine for eternity, vice-versa.

I know I have my flaws,

and I'm sorry for any hurt I caused to your delicate heart.

For all I know, for these five months,

you have sincerely been showering me with all the love

I could ever ask for from you,

and be there whenever I needed you.

I never thought I would come across a stranger like you,

who does make a huge impact in my life.

You've made me happy, really happy,

and everytime when I recall all our memories,

I know, they'll stay by me till I have my last breath.

I've memorised everything about you well enough,

your face, your smile, the way you walk, your laughter,

your soft voice, your eyes, your hair,

the way you hug me so tight in your arms and

of course, when you do CPR on me. HAHA.

I can just melt and I never want the feeling to go away.

There's times when I can overreact and cry about you.

But I know those tears are no signs of hurt,

but signs of afraid to lose you.

If one day you will ever go and we'll stay as friends,

I'll still be thankful cause I know no matter what,

this love will never fade away.

This heart will always have space for you to fill in.

Every angle of my heart, has your name,

and it spells, 'Muhammad Shukur'.

Sweetheart, I love you.

Whatever happens from hereafter,

my world still revolves around you.

xoxoxo ♥

Lauren Conrad

2008-08-20T17:55:00.003+08:00

Hello,
Had A.maths & chemistry papers today.
I thought A.maths was first,
thus, I ended up not revising anything for Chem.
BAIK SEKALI. The paper was difficult.
If I had'nt study for it, I would still find it difficult?
Hah. It's not my favourite subject afterall.
A.maths was manageable.
Bala wants me to do well. Oh, hopefully friend.
If I passed this subject for Prelims,
I'll be more than happy :D
After the papers, went to repair my spectacles. HAHA.
And, went home after that.
And went out again to Ntuc to buy ingredients for laksa.
Saw oreo chocolate icecream cake mixture. Woah.
I want to bake I want to bake ;]
Spent 20bucks, and went home.
Mummy wants to cook laksa today for my sake
cause I was craving for it.
I ate it yesterday already seh but nehmind,
tasted her cooking just now and very niceee :D
Haha. I was bored so I watched The Hills, Season 4.
I love LC's curls sebanyaknya.
Oh pls my hair, behave like hers? Soon k *grins*

After eating, I'll study Physics :D
I miss boyfriend.
I'm feeling better today.

Meet me B.

2008-08-20T14:50:00.002+08:00

Baby call me!

Meet up tomorrow :B

Listen and you'll know

2008-08-19T19:29:00.007+08:00

NOT IN THE MOOD

Glows in the dark

2008-08-19T18:09:00.009+08:00

Hello.

I liked SS source based today.

I hate the essay part.

Due to my plain laziness,

I screwed that section(I think).

(4:53 PM) shukur:
who ask you nvr belajar??
(4:53 PM) shukur:
clever enough already rite??
(4:53 PM) shukur:
mrs. shukur basah.

HAH. Boypwen, I miss you :/

After the paper, headed to Cwp alone

as girlfriends were sitting for their Malay Paper.

Window shopped for monthsary's gift.

And after one hour or so, I finally got it.

Three hints for Baby:

It's purely handmade, It glows in the dark & It's colourful :D

Hope you like it hor.

I can't deny that I'm afraid of losing you.

Really.

You jump, I jump B.

2008-08-18T19:25:00.014+08:00

Hello <3>

Prelims has officially kick start today.

And today was English.

The papers were manageable and,

hopefully I at least attained a B *fingers crossed*

Afterwhich, it was Photo Taking session. Our last indeed :/

I then accompanied Fifi bby to Causeway with Shida bby.

Btw, Happy Belated Birthday Hazelina <3

By 3, I reached home. Tomorrow's Social Studies Paper and

I'll do my revision later :B

Everything's fine with Baby.

We met up yesterday. As usual, our Sundays meet-up.

Mommy buat kueh kaswi so

I decided that he should have a taste of them.

We then had lovey dovey time together and

went back to his granny's crib.

When his granny berbual English, very cute. I like :D

and Diana was forever entertaining with her becok mouth.

Im tutoring her Maths this Saturday.

Alah, Primary 2 Maths, kecik punya hal. HAHA :D

And yes, im happy that Im participating

in the Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp in November :O

Anyway, I can't wait for Thursday.

Fifth monthsary! *insert wide smile*

I have ideas in my mind and I shall get it tomorrow :D

I love you Anak Kamal!

You jump, I jump :-*

Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang 'kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mau
Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu

Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu 'tuk mencintaiku lagi
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
'Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku

Cinta

2008-08-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

Kaulah darahku juga nadiku
Kaulah nafasku juga jantungku
Engkaulah hatiku dan juga jiwaku

Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu

Kaulah senyumku juga tawaku
Kaulah damaiku juga bahagiaku
Engkaulah teduhku tempatku bernaung

Kau yang slalu setia menemaniku
Meresapkan harumnya cinta dihatiku
Kau yang menyayangiku setulusnya

Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu
Hanya bersamamu

Kau yang slalu setia menemaniku
Meresapkan harumnya cinta dihatiku
Kau yang menyayangiku setulusnya

Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu
Hanya bersamamu

Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau

Kaulah hidupku dan juga matiku

This song goes out for Baby :B
The whole day at school, is you whome I think of,
till I scribbled your name on my palm.
I miss your voice and Im missing you,
so bad :/

Mini Celebration

2008-08-12T22:51:00.004+08:00

Baby, you're missed. Call me pwease :/

Hello,
School was doing fine.
My classmates got their MT O-level results.
I felt nervous for them though I already sat for it.
Mr Lathif said the nervous will be multiplied by 10times
for our O-level results later.
And come to think of it, its only 1-2months away :O
Don't ask if im already prepared for it or not.
Im trying however, to complete my homeworks plus revisions :D
After my "mock test",
went back home and changed my shoes plus top.
Bussed down to PasirRis with Shida bby to meet up F2.
By 4.30, everyone arrived at WhiteSands.
Ammar, hoped my slice of cake is licking good for you. HA :D
We then bussed down to Parkway to have a mini celebration down there.
Oh yes, at the interchange, I fell down back from the railing.
And they had a free show. BAH! MALU!
What happens there, stays there! HAHAHA.
Most embarassing moment of my life.
Anyway, Mira was sweet to have bought a cake for Ammar.
And he got sabo-ed with flour. He looked like orang dayak
but yes, we had fun laughing at him.
You've finally turned 16 :D
Afterwhich, we ate at MacD and then, everyone parted.
Overall, the mini celebration was fun.
Its nice, gotta hangout with them after so long. Ily guys! :D
*pictures coming*

Ammar's Birthday

2008-08-12T00:00:00.006+08:00

Hello,
today, i FINALLY got my long lost wallet.
It looks like brand new cause it was not dirty
or whatsoever.
And its content was pathetic cause it only had my IC.
Walaueh. But nevermind, now i have two ICs.
Afterwhich, i made my way to Commonwealth.
Bought LJS for lunch and sat near the railway.
Baby texted me. He said he wanted to bathe.
He lied cause a few minutes later, he popped out.
Haha. Greeted the loverboy and he watched me study.
He was effing bored and so, by 5.30, i stopped
and layan him. HAHAHA.
He then went back to take his stuffs and we mrted to Lakeside.
Packed his takraw stuffs and we went to have dinner.
Bumped into his parents :O
Afterwhich, we spend more lovey dovey time
and by 9, I went home and he went for his takraw :D
Thanks for the wonderful day Baby.
Yknow,I love you ♥

Anyway, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AMMAR! YOU'RE A BIG BOY NOW!
I for sure be there and celebrate with you guys :D

NSBA

2008-08-11T09:44:00.005+08:00

Hello,
The fireworks were doing awesome on Saturday.
It sucks however for not having to watch the aircrafts.
Have to wait till next year's parade then.
Of course, for now, im looking forward for th Countdown's fireworks.
HAHA.
Met baby again yesterday.
We had our late lunch cum dinner at LJS :D
We then had lovey dovey time together
and sent me home. Thanks hun ♥

I had to go to Outram today, the police HQ is down there.
I received a letter regarding my found property.
I wonder what the property is :S
Baby, you're accompanying me today! IDC :D

NSBA,
ImissyouImissyouImissyou.
Sometimes, I do wished to have you all by myself,
and that, we can devote all of our time for each other.
But, I know it will nolonger happen.
It's only when we walk to school and walk back home,
is when we can share our stories and laugh and crack our lame jokes.
I'm still me and I've never changed
and I know you have never changed either.
Perhaps, im just keeping quiet cause for some reasons,
Im hurt inside.
But i guessed, I just have to keep it to myself,
cause the situation won't change.
And perhaps, im overreacting and I realised where i stand.
I cant force you to change and I don't wish to make you choose.
And i don't want myself to be sucha selfish person.
As much as I want to spend time with Bf,
I do want to spend more time with you.
I'll promise you that on one Saturday,
we spend the whole day together :D
Cause, we do really need time to open up our thoughts,
and improve our friendship which i really do care about
and treasure.
No matter what, Im always here for you ♥
No matter what, I'll always love you ♥
Perhaps, it's true we're drifting apart
but our love will always stay
and yknow, hating you will never be an option.
I'll promise you, things will be better
if we talk things out.
Yknow, i despise arguements and with you,
we have always talk things out and be better :D
I love you and I'll always be your no.1 fan ♥

National Day

2008-08-09T08:47:00.005+08:00

Happy 43rd National Day Singapore!

Hello :D
Im spending my Saturday with Baby.
Fireworkszsx!

Egokah aku

2008-08-07T22:49:00.009+08:00

Hello,
im feeling downdowndowndowndowndown.
fcuk it :S
Firstly, there's no news coming from you the whole day,
no from yesterday evening till now.
And worst, the last time we were otp,
you hung up on me.
Secondly, you're missing someone else.
Lastly, i dont think so you're thinking of me like i do.
Be it then!
Grr, jealousy is really being a green-eyed monster :/

Ku… tak pernah merasa
Gundah di hatiku, Ketika denganmu
Saat kau, Kau belai rambutku
Kau temani aku, Kau basuh lukaku

Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku

Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu

Sadarkah kini ku tak rela
Iman ku telah sirna
Mimpiku tak nyata

Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku

Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu

Shukur ♥

2008-08-05T18:25:00.005+08:00

MUHAMMAD SHUKUR ♥

Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice
but falling in love with you I had no control over.

Old

2008-08-01T18:37:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Baby, you look way different back then.
Neverthless, i still find it cute and innocent banget ;D

Meet tomorrow! ^^
MISSMISSMISSMISSMISSMISSMISS!

Pondok Jawa

2008-07-24T18:15:00.004+08:00

Hello ♥
Yesterday, was our day :D
We couldnt catch the movie at Dhoby Ghaut's cathay
as the available seats were smacked right at th front row :/
Thus, we walked all the way till Cineleisure
and bought tics for th 6.15 The Dark's Knight.
Baby was hungry and he bought the jumbo hotdog plus kacang puteh.
We waited till the doors allowed us in.
The movie was great and th joker was really being a fucktard.
But by far, he's the best villain :D
The movie ended by 9 and we headed to Pondok Jawa Timur,
and had our dinner :D
Thanks baby. The next time round, it'll be my treat.
We then bought icecreams for dessert while walking to Fort Canning.
We had loving time there and chilled till 11.
He sent me all th way home that he had to cabbed home :S
However, I had fun and our next date will be on National day ♥♥

It's nice to hear your voice through th phone just now.
Im missing you la. Gah.

4th month

2008-07-21T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hello ♥
210708
It does means alot to me that the both of us
have made it till this far.
We've gone through so much and there's too many memories
that we already lost count, that i cant possibly let go off.
You're the sweetest thing in my possession right now.
You meant more than anything else in my world.
I've fallen for you the first time i heard your voice.
I've fallen for your widest smile, your cute face,
your hair and your bubbly personality.
Every slightest things you've done for me,
I really appreciated it and be thankful to God
for having to know you and have gone through
a rollercoaster ride with you for this past four months.
We've laughed, cried, hugged, kissed, shared almost everything
together and I cant imagine a day,
without even share a moment with you.
I love you Muhammad Shukur, really ♥
Im really looking forward for our Wednesday :D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

Meet the folks

2008-07-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

Hello ♥
I did not attend school today.
As i was having cough since two days ago.
And my throat is slowly soreing.
Thus, i decided to just stay at home and rest.
And i can make full use of today to study and
complete my neverending homeworks :D
Mom's cooking fishballs soup. HAHA.
And my baby niece, is playing all by herself on the matress.

Yesterday, studied with Shida bby at Macd.
For whole of three hours, i was studying Physics.
Ahmad and baby called us in between.
Ahmad, take goodcare of yourself when you're down there.
We're gonna miss you for sure! ♥ ♥
And baby, you're missed and i need you
like how the ocean needs the tide. HAHAHA :D

He met my parents and brother on Monday :D
He had plucked up his courage just for me,
cause I was pestering him to follow us to CWP
to buy my watch.
I finally settled on this black and gold adidas watch
and the design is exactly the same like baby's :D
We then had our dinner at banquet and by 7.30,
he was off for takraw training.
Thanks baby. You behaved great on that day
and for now, mommy has a good impression on you :D
woooooo!
Im done here.

Breakfast

2008-07-13T00:40:00.007+08:00

Hello :D
After my humanities mock test in school,
I mrted all the way to Commonwealth
just to pass Baby his favourite meal Macd breakfast.
Oh, he already has three surprises in a row from me this week.

Baby, Im really sorry for what I've said.
And I guess, coming over to your place today,
was all worth it.
We forgived and had perfect fun together just now.
Tomorrow, we'll meet again and we break our record so far,
for meeting one week straight :D
Iloveeeeeeeeeeeyou!

Anyway, I've already applied for the DPA.
My first choice was Mass Communication at NP.
My second choice was Media and Communication at SP.
My third choice was Media studies and Management at NYP.

Huhuhu. Insya-allah I will be shortlisted and interviewed,
especially for my first choice.
It has always been my dream choice ever since
I was in Primary 5 :D

Baby and his friends are catching the late night movie
later at 2am. He was craving for wanted.
BAHH. We shouldnt have watched Hellboy
on last friday cause it was boring. Seriously.
Nehmind. He was still surprised that point of time
and he kept on saying, What are we watching, What are we watching.
We have already collected quite a few number of tickets :D

Homeworks to be done and my eyes are all droopy now.
I was totally fcuked up just now
for not able to find the casio watch that I was aiming for.
Darn.

Blissful!

2008-07-09T21:45:00.007+08:00

Hello ♥
I can tell you sometimes i feel im at the bottom of mountain
and sometimes i feel im at the peak of the mountain,
For this past one week, tons of things had happened.
One moment, i feel angry, dissappointed, shocked, happy,
relieved, and every other emotions.
They are mixed.

To my bestgirlfriend in the universe.
Im not afraid to admit or even shy to tell the reality world
out there, that i do love you, and i do really weally care for you.
And for this past ten years, being your friend, girlfriend,
and bestgirlfriend, ive known you inside out.
Everything about you, i know.
And we are inseparable.
You know, ive always been there for you.
We've gone through our ups and downs together,
always together.
With you helping me, and me helping you willingly.
Its always been that way and thus,
nothing, not even an obstacle we have to overcome,
will ruin our dear friendship, which i really do treasure.
As a bestfriend to you, its my responsibility and the need,
to make you realise that you have done something wrong.
I did not expect it to happen.
But i cant change anything, cause what's done is done.
But a true friend, would not let this matter go on just like that.
Cause, its gonna affect me in one way or another.
The tears that i shed for you, its not any act baby.
I can tell you, i was dissappointed, really.
Though it maybe a small matter to you, or a fun thing to do,
but to me its something, a huge matter to deal with.
I felt really sad right at the bottom of my heart.
Reason being, i dont want to lose you.
And actions speak louder than words.
I cried for you cause i love you.
I cried for you cause i care for you.
I cried for you cause you're more than anything in this world.
I can never ever find a friend like you.
You're irreplaceable cause you will always be first in my heart.
I know you're not changing.
You're still the same kind soul that ive met the first time.
back when we were in Primary One.
The incident that happened a day ago, doesnt change.
my love for you one bit.
I still do treasure our friendship. Trust me.
I have faith in you. You have your own reasons
and i know i have no right to stop you or anything.
Cause at the end of each day,
its your life and you know what's best for you.
I can only be there for you to advice you.
Dont ever think i would hate you cause
hatred towards you never came across my mind.
Never. I hope that this incident will never repeat itself again,
cause you know, it hurts me, alot.
I know you for being a smart girl,
who knows how to resolve problems in the right way/manner.
Thus, i hope that such things would not happen again.
Cause, O's are drawing near and its important for us
to go through that first before anything else :D
I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
[you know who you are *smile*]

Now, this post goes to out to Boyfriend also:
Muhammad Shukur B. Muhammad Kamal.
It's really obvious that im really weally in love with his guy,
whose name is mentioned above.
He's just not any guy. He's my "Hancock"
He's my lifesaver. He's my soulmate. He's my life.
He's my world. He's my wall. He's my rock.
Alright, you can say, He's my E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
He's mine! HAHA -.-

Since last Friday, our rship has been better.
It's a great feeling. And for some reasons, im feeling good,
that we are back on track :D
Its really a relieve cause he erase my thought
of thinking that he would leave me for real.
And since then, we had met each other for four days straight.
From Sunday till Today.
But, i find it really sweet for him to mrted all the way to Sembawang
from his granny's crib at Commonwealth.
Cause i was really feeling down, and all crying,
and he really wanted to be my side to cheer me up.
God, when i read that particular text he sent me,
I was all smiles, from ear to ear. AHHHHH :D
Thanks baby, for lending me & bestfriend your listening ears,
and treating to my favourite, Mee Soto :D

It was a last minute surprise from me to him.
Before i met him yesterday, I was at Sportslink and i had some time
deciding whether i should buy slippers or shoebag for him.
Since he's involved in takraw for alternative days in a week,
I bought for him an Umbro red shoebag.
When he was at the Kopitiam Toilet,
i quickly took it out from my bag and wrote for him a quick blue note.
At first he did not accept it cause kononnya, he was surprised.
HAHA. After much persuasion, he accept it willingly :D
Your welcome baby. Use it for takraw always
is as though you bringing me wherever you go. HAHAHA.

Back on Youth day, to meet hangout with lovelies
was a great feelings. After so longggggg.
And we had fun laughing here and there,
did some catching up and no doubt, i had fun with them aorund :D
By 6, baby and I had a movie date at our favourite
cinema, The Cathay Cineplex.
Unfortunately for us, all the couple seats were not vacant,
thus our seats were by the side,just two for us :D
We watched Hancock and we had fun cracking our laughs.
And at one particular scene, i cried.
As to what reason i cried, you must watch it.
It's funny, there's a twist in the middle, and it ended off sweet.
I tell you, Will Smith was damn panas in his superhero suit.
HAHA. Afterwhich, he wanted to treat me at this
restaurant selling makanan jawa. But i really refused
and in th end, he treated me Starbucks.
And it was my first time trying out nutmeg
on my drink's whip cream.
I really thought that nutmeg was somekind of chocolate powder.
It taste way way way diffrent. Like bawang putih siolsxz!
Thus, being thoughtful, nice and sweet,
Baby used the straw and sucked all of it out
and afterwhich, went to one corner, and spit them out.
Althought it's a pity seeing him do that, i feel so touched
cause he want me to really drink my favourite drink :D
We then slacked at Istana park
and on that day, we were already deciding that
we should have our 4th monthsary dinner at Fish&co.
Or the makanan jawa restaurant. HAHA.
In two weeks time! :D

He sent me all the way till my blk.
Timecheck, it was already 11 by then. I felt guilty,
but he insisted on it. Ayayayaya.
We dropped by 7-11.
He bought for me skittles and 2 bottles of apple aloevera drink.
He bought it and said that, the skittles and one of the bottle,
is for me to drink and eat during homework.
The another bottle is for me to bring it to school.
How cute :D

Thats why i love him.
At every slightest things he does for me,
he impresses me and make me fall for him
more and more and more
without fail :D
I likeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HAHA.
Though our relationships is going to be in its fourth month,
I dont wish to be over-confident
that our rship will last long.
But there's always my will to last long with you,
nine years down the road,
seeing us finally getting married.
Impossible? Possible?
Just wait and we'll find out :D
I love you baby!

Two most important people in my life.
Really.

Tentang cinta

2008-07-05T22:23:00.004+08:00

Sekilas tentang dirimu
Yang lama ku nanti
memikat hatiku
jumpamu pertama kali
janji yang pernah terucap
tuk satukan hati kita
namun tak pernah terjadi

Mungkinkah masih ada waktu
yang tersisa untukku
mungkinkah masih ada cinta di hatimu

Adakan saja aku tahu
kau tak hadirkan cintamu
inginku melepasmu dengan pelukan

Sesal yang datang selalu
takkan membuatmu kembali
Maafkan aku yang tak pernah tahu hingga semuanya pun kini tlah berlalu

Maafkan aku

Maafkan aku

Mungkinkah masih ada waktu
Yang tersisa untukku’
mungkinkah masih ada cinta di hatimu

Adakan saja aku tahu
kau tak hadirkan cintamu
inginku melepasmu dengan pelukan

Inginku melepasmu dengan pelukan

Forgive

2008-07-05T16:34:00.006+08:00

Our love was never a game.
Neither was it about losing or winning.
Cause at the end of the day,
it's you that i will want to turn to.
it's you that i will always want to count on.
Though three months is just a short period,
there's too many memories that we hold,
be it good or bad ones.
Im willing to go through any kind of situation
that we are in, with you.
Cause i know, im nothing without you.
With you around, im contented with my life
and i've never stopped asking for more,
especially coming from you.
You have always light up my dark days.
You're indeed my source of joy
and you've taught me new things, about love,
that i knew nothing of.
We've gone through tears together.
Despite all the downfall we had,
there's never a time,
i would think of leaving you.
Cause ive promised I will always be by your side,
no matter what situation we are in.
Is not just any promise, is a promise that ive made
since the start and im not regretting on it.
Cause i know whatever happens,
you are a sentimental value to my heart.
I know its all worth it loving sucha guy like you,
cause by far, you're the sweetest one i've encounter with.
I dont expect you to be perfect cause noone in this world is.
Loving someone is accepting who he/she is.
And im beginning to accept you for who you are.
It's you that will always make me
laugh, smile, cry, loved, missed and everything else.
Its way too much to list down all the sweet things
you've done for me.
But, at the end of each day,
what matters most to me is for you to treasure my love
and accept me for who i am today, tomorrow and always.
Trust me and i'll never betray that trust.
Handle my love with care and stick by me,
for as long as God wants us to be together.
Just so you know, i'll never trade my love for you
with anything else.

Im willing to go to the ends of the earth,
just to be with you.

I love you boyfriend <3
I've forgiven you, really. HugsKisses!

cried

2008-07-02T06:30:00.005+08:00

Hello!
I got back my phone yesterday :D
After school, went back home and cleaned up my room.
Afterwhich, bathed and had my hands on my homework.
Baby then called me :D
I had kfc for my late dinner and slept at 12.30.
Surprisingly, i woke up early today :D
School's been fine. Doing papers and assesments here and there.
O's is just four months away :S
Oh boy, you're missed!
I broke down and cry.
Just the thought of losing you,
can really rip my heart apart.

Missed!

2008-06-30T23:55:00.002+08:00
Hello! :D
Once in a blue moon, i'll update my bloggeh.
but SOON, i'll be a frequent blogger like before.
Computer is under repaired and insyallah, by next week,
im back people. HAHA

Third monthsary was one week back. Haha.
I still do want to blog about it though -.-
No pictures were taken at all cause i totally forgot
to bring my camera along. Pfft.
However, memories will still be memories
and it will forever be kept in my heart for as long as i live :D

That following day, i went out of house by 11.45am.
I made this huge heart shaped styrofoam card for Baby
and it fitted into th huge kiddy palace plastic bag. Haha.
Pathetic siol. I finished painted it the day before
and wrote all those necessary stuffs for baby and brought it
all the way to Lakeside. As usual, he was late.
When he arrived, nak marah jadi tak marah,(hehe)
cause he was looking all hot in his green kemeja and bermudas :D
I likeeeeee. We greeted each other with a tight hug and kiss.
We then bussed down to Harbourfront and monorailed down to Sentosa.
We arrived at Palawan beach and under the scorching sun,
we had a hard time finding a suitable spot.
And we managed to find one under the trees by the sea
and with the wind blown so kencang :D
We then pictched our tent. Baby was irritated with me
cause I sucked at pictching up the tent. Haha.
We took half an hour to do so and afterwhich, we had our lunch
and decided to head for the water next.
Got changed and we spent one hour and so in the cooling water.
I was clinging onto his body the whole time cause i cannot swim :(
HAHA. He scared me a few times and i shouted a few times.
But we had fun and he was mean, cause he successfully managed
to campak me inside the water w/o me realising that he wanted to do so.
Grr. We then sat by the rocks and enjoy the breeze
while munching onto our keropok and drinks.
We then rested in the tent and spent lovey dovey time together.
Afterwhich, we decided to play with the water again.
and too bad, there was no sunset :/
By 7.30, Baby set up the fire to bbq the chicken wings that he had brought along.
He said it was family recipe(marination of the wings).
Haha. but it was so sweet of him to bring all the heavy charcoals.
We ate the wings happily under the night sky and the cool nyaman breeze.
By 9.30, we headed to the toilet and had our baths
and mrted home feeling all tired.
Baby, im sorry that you've missed your last train home.
I told you not to send me home and you insisted,
that you have to walk all the home from Jurong to Lakeside :/
However, we had a whale of a time on our third monthsary
and thanks for making it a memorable one. Ly :D

Phone's been confiscated by mummy :/
Result to, not being able to hog on the phone with Baby.
You're missed and i'll try to get it back asap.
I want to go out with you on Youth Day!

Third monthsary

2008-06-21T09:57:00.004+08:00

Hellohellohello! ♥
Today's our 3rd monthsary baby! :D
you can tell how ghairah i am right now. heh
Baby, you are a big part of my life right now.
For the whole of three months, ive known you inside out,
your likes and dislikes, and the neverending love
you poured out for me every single second.
Im really grateful and fortunate to have you as my boyfriend
and soon-to-be lifepartner. HAHA.
Im alive whenever im around you
and I will be all quiet and dead whenever you're not around.
cause you're my source of joy and i know,
im always happy being in your arms.
having you hug me tightly, and blowing kisses
on my cheeks and lips, just show me that
you do love and care for me deeply.
you're my hero and always be my lifesaver whenever
i need someone to cry and share my problems with.
you've known me inside out as well,
and you love me for who i am.
whenever you say that you want to make our r'ship last,
it just simply shows that you're truly are serious with me.
since the start, we had our own dreams
and we'll gonna make them happen baby.
you have never fail to make me go aww,
at every slightest things you do.
whatever you wear, surely makes me go melt.
hearing to your hysterical laughter, makes me go ugagaga as well.
when you hold onto my hand tightly,
i know deep inside, you're never gonna let me go.
I thank you for tolerating with me for the past three months.
we've gone through ups and downs,
but we still managed to make it through together.
I thank you for all your love and care,
thank you for doing anything just to make me happy.
I thank you for letting me in in your life,
I thank you for EVERYTHING.
just so you know, im not going anywhere baby.
Im gonna stay.
how i wish i could find a much bigger word and greater meaning than 'love'
to tell you how much im really in love with you ♥

Woo! I cant wait for our picnic at Sentosa later.
Im getting ready and I'll sure update if i can :D

Mondays

2008-06-09T17:38:00.005+08:00

Hello ♥
Two weeks of holidays are off.
Ira's already probably enjoying her vacation in HK right now.
Envy envy envy.
Im off for some jogging later with Shida bby.
We've got plenty to catch up on.
We're missing each other thats why. Haha.
Yesterday's hanging out with Baby was nice slash fun.
We met up at Commonwealth and crash in his granny's crib.
He bathed and i dried up his hair.
Oh, i like him smelling so fresh.
We then had our dinner after Maghrib.
Afterwhich, we had lovey dovey time together.
I likeeeeeee :D Ily love.
He then sent me till Sembawang Mrt.
So sweet of you cause i knew you insisted on it
eventhough you were already tired.
We texted each other at night
and talked on the phone till 5.30 in the morning :D
Im missing you and yeah, im calling you soon boy.
I cant wait to watch you play takraw on Wednesday :D

I missed F2 fcuken much.
The whole bunch of you will always have a special place in my heart.
O's approaching and yes, I wont probably be spending as much time
with you guys like usual.
I cant forget the movie dates we had, the outings,
slacking together, joked around, celebrate birthdays,
celebrate last year's Hari Raya.
We've gone through pretty much together,
and you guys were there when i need a shoulder to cry on.
We've bonded so close together
so much that, leaving you guys would never be an option.
I love you all and this friendship that we have bulit
for the past one year will always stay on tight.
You guys are terribly missed. Meet up soonnnn! :D

I WILL BE

2008-06-05T19:45:00.005+08:00

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my lif, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

It was raining moments go. The thunder gave its loud roar, only to wake me up from my soundful sleep. I ate my lunch, Mum cooked my favourite today. Afterwhich, i get my hands on bro's lappie. Tomorrow's English Prelim Oral. I dont know what to revise, i just just prolly looked through the notes.
Baby hasnt call me yet.

CALL ME CEPAT! GUE KANGEN SAMA LU :/

skip classes

2008-06-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hello ♥
Got back home by seven thirty.
I attended English lesson today and skipped Amaths lesson.
HAHA. we're just plain lazy i guess.
And we skipped the trip to East coast/Changi Park
to have geography outdoor lesson of coastal landforms.
Instead, Shida bby and I mrted down to Commonwealth
and met up with Baby and Ahmad. Haha :D
Ahmad then cooked scrambled eggs and we ate
Baby's nenek's nasi lemak. sedap oi, sambal spicy :D
Baby then had his bath
and i loved the smell of his body yang baru mandi.
nice nice nice *melts*
Dried him up (haha) and the four of us then played Uno.
We then played Scrabble and halfway, we gave up playing.
Made Baby his hot milo and we then headed down to meet his nenek.
His nenek is so cute i tell you. She's friendly. I like.
She borong at this grocery store, bought beras everything.
Baby pushed the trolley and i carried one plastic bag.
We reached home and unpacked everything and then,
his nenek cooked mee goreng :D
by 6, we left the house again and the guys sent us home
and left for takraw.
Baby looked hot in his jersey and the flat topi on :D

I LOVE YOU SHUKUR! ♥

after so longgggg

2008-06-03T21:46:00.007+08:00

Hello ♥
After so longggggggggg,
and ive finally updated my blog.
Sorry for my absence, cause my pc is still crashed.
Daddy hasnt got it fixed yet :/
Brother is out to th Zoo and hence, i could get my hands on
his lappie since 2 :D
Blog hopped, friendstered, and webcamed with baby :D
Mummy got to see his face live and she waved hello at him.
Suker eh b. Terajang kang. HAHA.

Holidays are finally here but still, i have to attend school.
I had Mathematics Camp last week and yes, it does bring some benefits.
I have to really buck on my studies cause didnt ace for my Mid-year :/
Im still gonna strive hard and pass my prelims so that
Daddy can buy me a new phone.
I've lost my phone on the last day of school D:
Bahhhhhhhhhh. Im missing him terribly.
Baby's msges are all in there, from the first sms till when we're together.
And all of our pictures and the recent pictures we took.
It's so sucky that it's now gone forever. Alarhhhhhhhhh!
Im clumsy, i know :/
Today didnt attend school cause i was way too lazy and tired.
Had my breakfast with Shida bby at Macd and window shopped at Sunplaza -,-
We then made a trip to causeway and ive finally decided
on what to get for baby for our third monthsard :D
18 more days to goooooooooo. You can tell that im fcuking excited. HAHA.
We're gonna have picnic at Botanic. Hope everything will turn out well
better than our second :D hehehe.

Baby, for the past two months and so,
ive gone through hell thick and thin together with you.
Ive never ever regret being with you.
I dont know what the future has in store for us.
But i do know, im here to stay and always be by your side,
to listen to your woes and problems, to make you smile and laugh,
to give all my love and attention for you, to trust you with all your heart
and always be truthful and loyal to you.
My love for you is way way beyond any words.
You're the one whom i always look forward to everyday.
Hearing to your voice makes me want to laugh.
Hearing to your laughter makes me want to be there by your side.
Hearing to you saying I love you makes me melt.
Hearing to you saying you're not gonna leave me,
just proves to me that you're a wonderful gift that God has given me.
Im really in love with you Baby. Dont ever ever give up on me.
xoxoxoxo

Shida bby, im sorry if i ever hurt you or make you mad just now.
Hope you're doing fine. Dont hold up your anger too much inside
cause you know you can always confide in me.
I love you honey. I'll be a phonecall away when you need me :D Muack.

breakdown

2008-05-04T14:44:00.002+08:00
Hello.
My pc is not in its perfect mind right now.
I'll get it repaired asap :D
Im using brother's lappie for awhile.
Today's Sunday and starting from tomorrow,
i'll be sitting for th remaining midyear papers again.
Last wed and fri, was my english, physics and ss paper.
everything went well. Im just praying that i'll do well
and make momma happy :D
Oh yeah, thursday was labour day.
instead of mugging at home, i was out with
bby and his friends for almost 9hours.
We had our lunch at Beach road and headed to Vivo city.
Thanks for th lunch treat and my favourite keropok ubi bby! HAHA.
Bby wanted to catch Ironman but changed of plans.
We played true or dare till 10.30 and headed home after that.
Reached home by midnight and started mugging for Physics till 1.
Amaths paper's coming and thus, im making full use of my today's tuition.
Im meeting bby today :D
I want catch Ayat ayat cinta next week.

Im having pms right now. Dang~

HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY

2008-04-22T20:02:00.014+08:00

Bby and I celebrated our first monthsary together yesterday,
at th place where he first popped th question to me :D
I remembered those exact words you spoke of,
at the place where we sat together, under the night beautiful stars.
Bby, you've made my day yesterday ♥
I enjoyed every second of it with you.
From the moment where you silently creep up to my right side,
and handed me a stalk of rose,
camwhoring session at Taka Garden,
reading my huge card made for you out loud,
making our wishes when blowing off from my slice of cake for you,
for the surprise arrival of your friends with your surprise cake,
singing for me songs while strumming to th guitar,
your hugs and kisses, and sending me home after all the time spent ♥
Aw, thanks for everything, really.
I looked forward for our next monthsary and more beautiful memories to make.
You're the one I loved more than words could express,
and I believe our r'ship will sail smoothly for years to come.
Hopefully, XOXOXO ♥♥♥

bowl

2008-04-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

2008-04-14T20:36:00.001+08:00

LJ !

2008-04-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Ive made myself a LiveJournal: http://ham-shika.livejournal.com

Bye! :D

yeah !

2008-04-09T17:55:00.009+08:00

Hello ♥
Yesterday was Tuesday.
Due to the heavy rain like mad cows,
i did not attend my HMT class :D
i was all home alone, when bby called
saying, he's getting his butt down to Sunplaza, Sembawang.
HAHA. he did really came with Fina bby and Asrani.
I got ready by 6 and i met them outside Macdonalds.
I made them walked by the canal outside my school :D
I did made bby run and afterwhich, we all slacked
at this dewan. We played true or dare :D
I had a piggyback from Asrani and
i had to squeeze Fina's butt and bby licked my teeth. HAHA.
By 8.30, they walked me home and i bet their legs were all tired :X
Thanks love, for wanting to meet up with me.
So cheweettt. HAHA.
Im missing you already.

Tomorrow, there will be no school for me.
But still, the students need to hop into the school's webby
and complete some assignments down there -.-
I still have to attend HMT class tomorrow.

I want to catch 'Street Kings' which opens tomorrow in cinemas :D

And yes, im sorry if i ever hurt your feelings friend.
let bygones be bygones.
i was just dissappointed, that's all.
i bear no grudges towards you.

*lazy to upload pictures*

the rapture !

2008-04-07T22:45:00.005+08:00

Hello ♥
Yes, i bumped into bad luck just this morning.
My two sets of uniform, were both in the washing machine.
mommy did not hang them out to dry -,-
I immediately called Shida bby, my forever lifesaver.
But eventually, i sorted out help from Fifi :D
She had to rush to school to just pass me her uniform.
Thanks alot girl, I owe you one :D
I got changed and lessons were functioning as per normal.
Somehow, Bala was quiet today. HAHA.
Amaths lesson was understandable :)
Shida bby and I sang "i want to have your babies" in class
during CME lesson -,-
I was laughing during English lesson while bby was texting me
for half of the day :D
why half? cause the other half, his hp was confiscated away.
Sorry horrrrr, my fault :X
But he managed to receive it back after school (:
I can die in the science lab anytime soon.
I just hate Chemistry for the time being :/
Afterwhich, when Geography lesson was about to commence in
the Computer Lab, shit happened in the class opposite of mine.
To make it worse, there was a third party who cannot simply
shut the fucken up. IDK WHY.

i guessed (insert name) doesnt have a beautiful life to enjoy
and hence, was so interested to get involved in other people's matter.
How saddening.
Maybe she finds it "relaxing", blabbering here and there,
infront of people and wanting to keep updated about
whats happening around in other people's life.
HAHA. (insert name) must be very free.
Apa taknya, (insert name) thinks that everyone else
around her is useless and immatured, the opposite of her. HAHA.
thus, thinks that they are a waste of her time.
Well if you im referring to you, then good, better still :D
Well, if you think im immatured blogging about you and stuff,
i suggest that you dont give even a second thought,
and show your balls infront of me tomorrow and say right to my blardy face,
that you are unhappy with me ok.
But since you are really good at playing pretending games,
im not sure if you will confront me.
but if you do, applause lah siol :D
My whole point here is, why do you have to spread "rumours"?
Has my friend done something really wrong/ or talk shit
behind your back?
For god sake, she was really trusting you and your words, but
it seems to me now, you aint a reliable person and not worth trusting.
Go to your boyfriend and confide in him.
Im intimidated, really :O

Im missing my bangla busuk Shukur :B

TheRapture ♥

TUITION/

2008-04-06T23:24:00.022+08:00

Hello ♥
Saturday and Sunday, i was not really at home.
I remember saying that it will be the time
for me to complete doing my homeworks. but gyeah,
sometimes things dont go as planned :X

Saturday, i headed to Whitesands by 1.30.
I reached there by 2.30 and i first met up with Ammar,
and slowly, each one of my lovelies turned up :D
yeah, since i did not hangout with them last week,
i make full use of my available time with them,
by accompanying them to Far East.
Danneh finally settled on an Onitsuka(spelling idk) pair of shoes.
It looked really nice and cute on him :D
We then had our lunch at one of the eating places.
I just drank Bandung :D
I tried to take a decent picture with my camera,
but my face turned out sucky. wth.
But i kinda enjoyed myself with them
and i was Ammar's "kakak" for that day -,-
But i must say, his date was cute-looking cause she had dimples :D
By 3.30, i met up with Bby at the ground floor.
His friends bought Fried Chocolate Mars bars.
by then, lovelies wanted to proceed to Wisma and Marina.
I parted with them for awhile
cause bby and his friends and including me, have not eaten lunch yet.
Thus, bby treated us at Ayam Penyet Ria.
Aww, thanks b :D
He said, "Everything's on me (insert smile)"
HAHA. but i did bought another two plates of rice for his friends :D
we enjoyed our lunch and i was happy cause
the drink which i had ordered was 'Happy Soda' -.-
Its nice, and you guys should try it. HAHA.
Afterwhich, we bussed down to Marina.
Bby and friends wanted to head down to the loo at Suntec.
And surprisingly, we were lost after that. HAHA.
but it was fun making rounds and rounds around Suntec.
I finally asked for directions and we got back right on track -,-
I met up with lovelies again near Kiddy Palace.
I bumped into Ira bby and we managed to have a group hug :D
Afterwhich, i had McFlurry and spent quality time with bby at the rooftop.
We sang songs, we talk talk talk and yeah,
the rest is up to your imagination (:
And yeah, i did cried infront of bby.
Reason being, i dont want to be in a position whereby
i have to choose between friends and boyfr.
For the first time, i cried for my lovelies.
It's weird and maybe, im overreacting. IDK.
But heck care. I cried because i dont want to lose all of them.
I love all of you, really.
But like Shida bby says, dont think too much.
And yeah, im being optimistic (:
As long as i have Shida bby around, i know i can stand upright :D
So by 10, bby and i met up with his friends again.
i had to solve riddles, and i managed to see bby joget,
and i managed to do some weird handshakes and i managed,
to provide oxygen to my brain by laughing eventhough i was drained out :D
I hugged and gave a goodbye kiss to bby at the station
and mrted home with Fina bby :D
I had fun fun fun.

Sunday, i went out of house with mummy at 3 :D
I had a tuition trial at Jurong while
mummy goes out on a date with daddy :D
The tuition was on Amaths.
I had Bala sitting beside me and I made friends with Zoe :D
I understood what the teacher taught me.
So now, i have understood the topic on Integration :D
The class ended by 5.30 and i met up with bby at MacDonalds.
For the first time, i see him carrying a bag, a sling bag :D
Since the queue at KFC was long nak mampos,
we had our lunch at MacDonalds.
As usual, i click here and there with my camera
while bby is enjoying his food.
He sure did not like it and i stopped when he asked me to stop
and concentrate back on my food :D
Half and hour later, we headed to the library.
We managed to find a table all to ourselves.
Planning to do my homework, but bby distracted me. Shit la.
But nevermind, he did drew on my notebook :D
Handwriting cute siolololo.
We then headed somewhere to play UNO.
He won, i lost. So yeah, i was forfeited ;D
At 9, i headed home when mommy called.
I had fun fun fun again, all thanks to bby.
Job well done ! :D

I miss Shida bby and im going to school with her tomorrow as usual :D
Fcuk it, im sleeping late today cause homeworks still need to be done.
Goodnight earthlings! ♥

railway !

2008-04-04T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hello ♥
I've uploaded more pictures in the previous post :D

TGIF : Thank God It's Friday.
Met Shida bby as usual under our block
and we started making our way to school.
we bumped into Farah along the way at the traffic light.
So, we walked to school threesome :D
And midway, i realised i had not bring my school tie along :/
I was a little stressed up and fortunately, i can turn to
Azizah for help. she loaned me her extra tie :D

After assembly, it was Physics lesson.
Mr Oon was not around but we still had an assignment to complete.
I managed to complete half of it on my own
and the other half, copied from classmate.
Next was P.E. and i had to run with a fast pace this time round.
No more lazying my ass around.
Thus, just now, i ran all the way while listening to music :D
and yes, i passed with a timing of 15mins 23seconds.
But, next week, i still have to run again to achieve a better timing.
So yeah, hopefully my stamina will be functioning well next week.
Mr Siva was not around for Social Studies.
Thus, it was free period in class but assignment was still given out.
So yeah, Sat/Sunday = completing ALL homeworks.
I swear i can die and plus, Mid year is in 26 days time :S
Forget that.

Bby had his sports day today :D
It was held at Clementi Stadium.
Since i was not able to attend, i asked him to ask his friends
to video his 200m run :DD
and i promised him that if he were to win a medal,
i will buy for him Munchin Donut. And he did won ! :D
First place youuuuu. HAHAHA.
Bby, jog with me someday. Im sure you can motivate me sia :D

After school, i accompanied Shida bby first
to pass someone his birthday present.
so much of all his promises eh Shida ! Bullshit.
Im sure you deserve someone better :D HUG!
I guess me, Shida and Fifi were too excited that school session was finally over
cause we were practically laughing the whole time
on our way to the MRT :D
Nevermind, laughing gives oxygen to the brain mah.

So yeah, as promised, bought the Powerpop Donut for bby.
It's really a good thing that there's a Munchin Donut outlet at Sembawang :D
I parted from Shida and walked to MRT with Fifi.
I parted from Fifi then and boarded my train to Commonwealth.
I waited for like 15minutes and he finally arrived with Fina bby and Asrani.
Bby, cute sia you with your pair of PE shorts on and your red class t,
and carrying your shoe bag.
I passed him the donut and he showed me his gold medal and he did show
the video of him, running on the track. :DD
Bby, power lah you ! HAHA :D
we then headed to his granny's crib. I managed to explore the whole crib.
Ok, i was really being a kaypo. I swear if i moved there,
i will not go hungry for weeks :D
And bby, you looked cute when you were young.
baju bunga bunga youuuuu ! HAHA.
His granny then came. She served us oranges and char kuey.
We then bid farewell and headed for the railway.
We discovered a playhouse near the railway
and bby tried climbing to it -,-
But unfortunately, his efforts were all wasted.
He had bintats on his legs, on his arms and on his HEAD ! HAHA.
Apply some insect repellent bby :D
We then had our rest by the benches and i was fucken perspiring.
I looked really selekeh :S
But bby heck care with it. HAHA.
at 5.30, he sent me to the MRT and we hugged and kissed goodbye.

It was tiring but i had a whale of my time :D
Ily Muhammad Shukur B. Muhammad Kamal ♥

Im done here.
I want to meet lovelies tomorrow ! :D

tuesday !

2008-04-03T22:22:00.005+08:00

Hello ♥
my computer broke down a few days ago.
so yeah, a technician came and got it repaired :D
brother already has his own lappie and yes, i go green with envy :/
i'll get one soon, better i bet. HAHA.

ive been slacking for the past two weeks in school.
late of handing in assignments and worksheets strewn all over.
woah. i better stop this madness sooner or later.
so, after school today, stayed back in class,
and cleaned up my desk in class and those
unused worksheets, i recycled in the bin :D
and now, its better. Alhamdulillah. HAHA.
now, im just left with completing up my assignments.
Yes, i want to go for a study date with my
best best best girlfriend, none other than Shida bby :D
at the terminal three otehh ? Haha.
I can smell Starbucks and Coffee bean from here. OK NO :X

Ive been eating ALOT and yes, yesterday, mommy did not cook,
so my stomach was not buncik at all
cause due to mommy's laziness in the kitchen,
the family only ate hotdog with egg sambal. -,-
and tdy in school, my stomach was grumbling and roaring for food.
but i bear with it till five,
when i finally brought two zinger burgers home.
one for me and for little brother :D
and i was a glutton and bby called me and interrupted my eating session.
HAHA.

Life's been awesome with bby around.
We did not met for one week
and we finally managed to find time on Tuesday till nine thirty :D
since i was craving so much for Mee Kuah from Beach Road,
i met him at Jurong and we trained there.
He's sucha lazy bum i tell you.
He likes taking the lift so muchhh and he's lazy to walk.
But i find it cute though :D
He treated me lunch -,- He confiscated my money so that
i wont pay for my meal. HAHA.
with our buldging full stomachs, we walked to Arab Street.
Find for his cigarettes, but to no avail. HAHAHA.
i bought mentos and he kept asking for more :D
he wanted to play hide-and-seek but i was too lazy to bother him :D
i wanted to buy tops from Bugis Street,
so i managed to find a Boyfriend shirt and a checkered green dress :D
now, i just want to buy belt,cute leggings, cap
and a similar top with Shida bby :D
So, he was already pestering me to hurry up
and he hunt for his cigarettes again and he finally get it
from the nearby hawker centre. Slenge. Haha.
Then we made our way to the Mrt and we trained to Somerset.
Since it was really hot that day, i sweat like a pig.
Thus, i changed and he complimented me when i got out of the ladies :D
we walked to Cineleisure to get some Air-con.
So, we slacked at the sofa at Cathay and we camwhored :D
I was more excited with the camera than he was.
then i had my icecream at LJS and he had his puff.
We then walked all the way to Orchard Mrt.
We boarded the nine o'clock train and he sent me till Sembawang Mrt.
and i waited for his train with him and he kissed goodbye :D
I had fun bby and I love love love love love you la.

he did not prank me on April Fool that day, but instead,
he pranked me this morning, at 1AM.
and i fucken cry for it and fell for it.
Prankster lah you b ! PFFT!

BBY !

2008-03-26T16:51:00.020+08:00

Hello ♥
Finally, i have this computer to all myself now
cause brother has been using it for the past few days
and he wont let my hands on the keyboard.

the weather's not good right now.
the scorching sun is hiding somewhere behind
the white lily clouds.
its a good sign though, cause its gonna be cold
throughout my day :D

school's been fine minus three fcuking periods of chemistry
lessons today -,-"
i swear, the atmosphere in the lab was boring.
fortunately, i have bby entertaining me via sms
the whole of today ♥♥

we have been meeting up for the past two days.
so yeah, i have sufficient rest at home today :D
on monday, i accompanied bby to his granny's crib.
i did not went up cause i was of course shy
and was not in my best decent outfit :D
his granny tried to find me but to no avail. HAHA.
thanks bby for letting me use your spare card.
i owe you five bucks. i dont care :D
the weather was not good and we were at the bus-stop
taking sucha a long time to decided where we're gonna head next.
after much negotiation, we finally bussed down to Vivo -,-
HAHA. and baby was hungry and thus, we settled down at banquet.
he made me choose his meal and i choose mine.
unfortunately, he did not like it. HAHA.
the rice was too peppery, only the fish was nice.
i finished up my noodles and hell, my stomach looked ugly.
we then headed to the open space area and sat under the shelter.
we shared stories, listened to songs and camwhored :D

at 8.30, we left the place and he sent me till Sembawang Mrt :D
overall it was great fun being with you bby.
I likeeeeeee ♥♥♥

And yeah, im sorry for yesterday :/
I guessed you were hurt after reading the content in my notebook.
but i wrote something new for you just now
when i was not paying attention in class.
I'll show it when Saturday comes. I can't wait bby ♥

BLISSFULLY ATTACHED ON GOOD FRIDAY

2008-03-22T19:39:00.011+08:00

Hello ♥
Yes, March is ending and April's drawing near.
And yesterday, was indeed a goooooooood Friday ♥♥
Woke up early in the morning and headed down to Ntuc,
to buy mini chips and plastics for my cookies.
i baked cookies till four for my dear friend, Danial
whose birthday falls on today :DD
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ! NOW THAT YOU'RE OLD, BEHAVEEEEE !
i baked the cookies for the rest as well and for my date, Syukor :D
i met my lovelies at 5 at Marina
and yeah, i can say that they were enjoying it :DD
Fina bby then came with Syukor.
and he was toooooo shy to hangout with them.
After which, i met up with Ira bby and passed her my cookies
as her birthday is coming soon as well :DDD
I hangout with lovelies till 8.30.
After which, i left with Syukor and we headed down to town
to his favourite place :D
and yeah, im beginning to like the place as well,
just staring at those cute blue lights :D
yeah, he ate his big cookie infront of me and he sang for me too yesterday.
two thumbs up for your merdu voice.
soon, we were engaged in a conversation,
and we came to a point, where we asked ourselves
what's going to happen to us in days to come.
i could not help smiling cause he was way too sweet
and my heart just kept falling for him every second when im with him.
thats when at 10.30 sharp, we decided to be together,
and spend our lives together hopefully till our olden days ♥
And so, i was blissfully attached to him yesterday
and went home, wanting not to forget that night
till my last breath :D
and yes, i love you bby ♥♥♥
My day ended with a good note :D

ignore my spastic face :D

And im missing you already. Pfft !

sports

2008-03-19T22:20:00.011+08:00

Hello ♥
Hell yes, ive been neglecting my blog.
Ive been busy with school slash utterly lazy :D
School for this whole week was fine.
March holidays passed by fcuking fast.
Ive been spending it wisely, by attending Amaths lessons at school,
meet up with lovelies, and finally hit the cinemas again.
Watched Step up two :D

and i was thrown right
at the first two rows of seats.
overall, the film was fun and yeah, six bucks was worth it.
i want their colourful cute nike sneakers
and yeah, i told mommy right before hand already. HAHA :D

oh yeah, i was encountered with a bad luck
after the movie ended cause i left my wallet inside.
yeah, im one clumsy human and after waiting for one hour,
i got my hands on it back. Phew :D
And yeah, one of those days, i got to meet Fina's classmate, Syukor.
HAHA. i got to admit he was hot, and he wore checkered top :D
i cannot resist guys wearing tops like that.

Since Good Friday's coming,
i got about 2cm of work load to complete.
from Maths to A.maths to Malay to English :/

Forget that. Ive got Sports Festival to attend to tomorrow.
Since its my last year, im going to have fun fun fun
with my classmates tomorrow, involving ourselves in the sports
happening at CCAB :D
ive chose to play captain's ball, floorball and soccer.
hahaha. i want some medals !
and after all that, hopefully i'll have a movie date with Syukor :D
i want watch The Orphanage, i dont care ! HAHAHA.

and next will be, Shutter :DD

satt

2008-03-10T00:12:00.021+08:00

Hello ♥
Its going to 1am :D
Im hitting the sheets soon.
And yes, tomorrow i probably be heading down to school
with Shida bby :D
I need help with my A.maths from Mr Lathif.
My results for CA1 is really bad.
I failed my maths due to careless mistakes.
I've never passed my A.maths before :S
and yes, its my first time failing my English & Maths.
and i cried like fcuk cause i'll just disappoint my mum.
i told my brother about it and asked me not to tell her.
so let's pray she wont find out about my pathetic results :D
yesterday, i met Johnnie bestie ♥
i headed down to the Esp library by 2 while waiting for him.
he finally arrived at around 3 and i dropped by Marina
to meet lovelies ! Fet, i finally get to meet you after so longg :D
after Danneh bought his top, i went off with Johnnie
to meet up with Izat.
since he did not meet up with his gf, he joined us :D
we headed down to Funan to have our lunch at Macdonalds.
i was the most irritating one amongst the three of us :DD
and yeah, they're getting used to
my juvenile behaviour and sarcastic laughters.
we then bussed to town and bought drinks from Starbucks :D
Thanks Kak Diana for serving me !
after which, we made our way to Cineleisure
and i finally got to meet up with Mutant and Qiffy ♥
He's hot i tell you :D
we talked for almost half an hour and
they went for their late lunch whereas, i led the boys to the highway :D
they had fun with the see-saw and i had fun camwhoring.
we enjoyed the cool breeze there and by 8.30,
we left for Skate Park.
by 10, i met up with Shida bby and we went home together.
Thanks Johnnie for making my day worthwhile.
You're the best, bestie ♥ ♥
i was too tired till i straightaway went to sleep after my bath.
Qiffy ♥ texted me and i went to sleep again till noon.

I've completed my situational writings and maths homework.
I did revised on Physics today :D

Alright, goodnight humans !

Im in a happy frame of mind. Only God knows why.
*Im still waiting bby.

t

2008-03-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

Shika, you did try.

thaqif

2008-03-03T04:32:00.010+08:00

173 SWEET SMSES PLUS 3 MEANINGFUL CALLS
♥ ♥ ♥

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the boy
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

I was already falling for you from the start and not just yesterday.
I love you and not even anyone can tell how deep it is,
not even God, whose watching me crying from any of His angle right now.
dont ask me to move on because im the stubborn sort of girl
and im not good at playing pretending games :/
when i said i dont know, it was because i wanted you
to answer 'yes' for me.
If only you knew, i was smiling so widely throughtout the night
that i got so tired but still, i slept really late just thinking of you :/

Im still waiting in the line for you.
I miss you Qiffy,

lazy oi

2008-03-01T23:20:00.016+08:00

*more pictures will soon be uploaded*
i lazy to type a post today.
sorry yaw.

ca 11111

2008-02-28T23:17:00.005+08:00

Hello ♥
I asked mommy for the computer cable
and i finally get my hands on the the fcuking keyboard
to update my blog for my readers to read :DD

my CA1 examinations are almost over.
i'll be sitting for my Chemistry test tomorrow.
ive taken down all my notes, and i have another
topic on metals to revise later. Pfft :/
ive gotten an A1 for my malay :D
im glad that some of classmates could actually
score higher than me :D
since ive taken my mly olvel, i hope that my classmates
would do much much much better and not let Mdm Mazni down :DD
i sat for my Amaths paper today.
im going to flung this paper real badly, FOR SURE.
out of the 6 problems, i only did well on 1 sum.
Pathetic Shika oiiiii.
how i wish, a hot mathematician was beside me :/

i want my Friday to be over,
and i just want to hit the cinemas on Saturday !
and my curfew will be around five cause
i have religious class at 6 :/

& yeah, im witnessing Karma right before my very eyes :D
i must say, now you know how it feels like being in my position before.
still, i wish you all the best in life :D

saturdayyyy

2008-02-25T21:53:00.018+08:00

Hello ♥
These are pictures from Saturday's outing.
I went to Esp library to complete my homeworks.
and Fina dropped by to meet me at around 3 :D
Then Ammar texted me to meet up.
We then made our way to LJS.
while waiting for them, we ate our lunch.
I bump into Zuee :D
Ammar, Dan and Ain soon arrived.
Fina and i decided to head to the second level
while they ate up their lunch meal.
Fina bought the pacman necklace which was uber cute.
we then headed to the rooftop and camwhored
under the panas nak mampos sun :DD
we then migrated to the staircase and slacked with lovelies :D
otw there, i saw dinah, dinah saw me :DDD
we have study dates soon ok bby.
Sha, Raf, Akiff and Afiq soon joined us.
Afiq then went off first to have a family dinner.
i bumped into Johnnie bestie ♥
Said hello and chatted for awhile.
i then tried doing Amaths sums on the staircase
but it was hard i tell you. So, i gave up.
we then headed to grass patch and yes,
Fina and i bumped into Nuwul.
her piercing was so mengilukan. anyways,
hope you're doing fine bby :DD
we then slacked at the far side bottom of the Marina steps.
till it was around 8, we headed to Macd.
after which, i went to fourstick with Fina, Azimah & Hazira.
I finally get to hangout with Reena :D
My lovelies then came and by 9.30, i left for home :DD
and maybe, im grounded for this saturday
for only god knows why reasons. Pfft.

yesterday, there was a Chingay Event at my neighbourhood.
the last pictures was the shape of the F1 car :DD

Today, i had English and Social Studies test.
My memorising of notes paid off.
I did my best Mommy :DD

Goodnight Aliens !

*ps: i want watch the eye, Step up 2, Jumper, Juno, P.S I love you*

thursday, frday, saturday, sunday

2008-02-17T20:06:00.014+08:00

Hello ♥

Thursday
It was Valentines Day :D
Thanks Fifi for the M&M and the name stick :DD
i didnt know until Shida bby found it
under our desks. it was sweet of you ♥
Thanks Shiela & Azizah for the cookies.
it was finger licking good yknow :D
I was supposed to went out with Johnnie
but i refused. Sorry bestie, i'll make up to you alright.
I miss you :/
at night, had dinner with Mommy at KFC.
and we both kept on saying 'Valentines day la kannn'
everytime we saw couples walked by, wearing same tshirts
and eating dinner together. HAHA.

Friday
Team Singapore paid our school a visit.
it was fun seeing them play netball with our netballers.
the sound of 'pompom' and cheers from students,
erupted the parade square.
oh, how i miss playing netball.
i was once the school captain in my primary school :/
if only i had chosen netball over ncc. Bahh.
and during the later part of the day,
my girlfriends and i received bad news regarding our malay teacher.
we were shocked as it happened suddenly.
we did not expect it to happen but we cant blame on fate.
tears were swimming in my eeys,
reflecting back on his words, wanting me to do well for my olvel malay.
reflecting back, on those times we had spent together,
cracking on jokes and listening to his interesting wonderful stories.
for sure, we're going to miss his presence in school.
Semoga Allah menempatkanmu di antara orang-orang yang beriman.
Al-Fatiha.
when i returned home from school, i went out again with family.
we headed to Tampines to meet up with my grandparents and Aunty Nini's family.
we had our dinner at Ramen Ten :DD
i had tomyum chicken cutlet with kiwi soda.
i tell you, my stomach was buldging out and it looked horrible
underneath my top. my nenek, aunty nini and mommy,
were already laughing away and called me fat :/
we tehn window shopped at Tampines Mall.
i saw checked tops and dresses almost everywhere.
i cant resist them bodoh. HAHA.
my brother then surveyed for televisions.
by 10, we headed home :D

Saturday
I had a date with Shida bby ♥
we headed to Esp library to study.
we spent almost three to four hours there.
we then had our lunch at LJS.
and thats when, we bumped into Lovelies !
we hangout with them till night.
yes, every tear that i shed tells you guys,
how much i really loved each and everyone of you.
i dont wish to lose you guys cause we had bonded so close
for more than half of the year.
i dont wish to see you guys in that state.
deep down inside, my heart is ripping apart cause it hurts.
i know you're guys are big enough to think.
but no matter what happens, i'll always be there for you guys ♥♥
Yesterday, was also the Chingay.
i get too excited upon hearing/seeing the F1 racing car
on the street making its rounds with people clapping and cheering.
i love cars since i was young, and the only games that i loved to play,
are only racing games :DD
at around 8.30, we met up with Fet bby and headed home.

Sunday
i went to Bedok today.
i ate roti pratas and claypot mee today.
im getting fatter and it sucks worse than hell :/

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO FETFET BBY ♥♥♥
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
MAY YOU GROW PRETTIER AND KEEP THAT
BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF YOURS.
MAY YOUR EXCEL WELL IN YOUR STUDIES AND IN LIFE
PLUS YOUR RELATIONSHIP. LAST LONG WITH RAFLEE.
AND YES, FRIENDS FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU, MUACK ♥

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

valentine ! crush !

2008-02-13T20:33:00.007+08:00

Hello ♥
I've gone to Causeway Point for two days in a row now :D
Haha. First was with Shida bby.
We went to Civic to study and migrated there
to camwhore and bought our food stuffs :D
hell, i had fun. haha.
and today, at 4, i met up with Shima bby :DD
yes, i missed her and finally, i got to meet her today.
your hair's getting nicer now but you're getting more buncit :O
HAHAHA. i was late cause i was so noob to
have taken the wrong train :S
it was frustrating i tell you cause i had wasted precious seconds.
we finally window shopped and looked for a suitable valentine present
for her boyfriend. oh, may you both last for eternity :DD
we finally settled on a bronze rusty looking bracelet
and on it, was engraved both of their names.
while waiting, we headed to Banquet to have our lunch.
that was when we both talked alot about everything.
it was nice telling her my stories and sharing hers :D
i loved your hp, cause its touched-screen. pfft ! haha.
at 5.30, we headed back to shop and collected back the bracelet.
it was so cute and Shima was in glee seeing the names on it :DD
make you text me tomorrow and tell me of his reaction. huhu -^^
we then bought my bubble tea and headed back home and
went our separate ways :DD
i had fun although it was a only a couple of hours spent
and fcuk, we forget to camwhore ♥

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me things that I don't want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you

I've got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
I got a crush on you, a crush on you

I GOT A CRUSH ON YOU ♥
I WANT YOU TO BE MY VALENTINE,
AND YES, ONLY YOU ♥♥♥

2008-02-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

vivo shop ~

2008-02-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
I'll update on yesterday :D
I did not went online yesterday
cause i was babysitting my niece,
Little Miss Farah H :DD
she's so small kedebak with twigged hands & legs.
Geram oi ~ macam nak uli sama diaaa ;D
I met Shida bby ♥ in the afternoon
and headed to Northpoint to have my lunch at LJS :D
i liked the dress i wore cause noone will know
if my perut was buncit or not cause i bet it was really buncit -,-"
after which, we headed to the bus interchange and met Akasyah ♥
he modified his eyebrow and we mrted to Vivo :D
I tell you, we walked into almost 5 shops there and
it took us like almost half an hour in each one of them :D
but it was fun, window shopping for clothes, especially
hoodies cause Shida need one badly.
she then settled on a nice attractive hoodie from Zara.
i wanted to buy a top there but i changed my mind after trying it on :D
probably, i shopped for tops next week.
when purchasing it, we saw Mr Hazman from far
and his wifey was infront of us.
so, we were lucky that we did not bitch anything about him :D
we then mrted to Marina to meet lovelies.
we dropped by Penin and i bought myself a boot cut grey jeans.
we finally went to Marina Starbucks :DD
it was so great to see them especially IRA ! Get well soon bby ! ♥♥
And Sha, rambut kauuuuu :DD
we then head off to LJS and bought food and slacked by this staircase.
by 8.30, i went off with Shida to meet Johnnie bestie :DD
bumped into Ydee and Ryemie all.
shared some icecream with them, and finally headed home with besties.
i had fun :DD

i lazy to upload pictures :/
i havent complete my homeworks, situational writing & A.maths :/
time checked : 11pm :/

CNY !

2008-02-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my Chinese friends ! :DD
Have fun eating the cute oranges &
collecting tons of AngPaos ! :DD
what i did school today was only sleeping for the whole of 90minutes.
Honestly, my school's CNY concert was totally a bore.
I'd rather watch primary school geek kids perform on stage,
instead of listening to boring musical instruments being played
and staring at the same old chereography by the modern dancers.
negative zero percent excitement.
hopefully, after looking at our survey forms,
next year's performance will be a better one :DD
when school ended at 10.30, i bought breakfast from Macd.
in the afternoon, i went baby shopping with mommy
and we spent almost 180bucks. woah.
but yes, im looking forward to babysit my niece by Friday/Saturday :DD
it'll be fun listening to the baby's cute laughters
and her high-pitch cries and staring at her, soundly sleeping.
and at least, my niece can be my own litter sister figure :DD
oh, i cant wait !
i had macd again for lunch and i slept till eight at home.
then mommy began cleaning up my room.
she threw away my bookshelf, loads of books and some old clothings.
daddy promised me furniture shopping at ikea soon
and i just want to have brand new all-white furnitures
that look just like this pretty bedroom ! :DD

Johnnie & Qiffy are across the causeway border :/
Come home safely soon you guys ! ♥♥

breathless !

2008-02-04T21:42:00.001+08:00

Hello ♥
I did not attend school today due to
my prolonged rashes :/
and thus, i went to my regular doctor
and had an injection.
at first, it felt like an ant bite
and my arm went wobbly after the medicine drug
went through its course in my body.
i cannot lift up my hand. thanks eh -,-
so, insyallah, my rashes gets better :DD

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
Breathless

todaye !

2008-02-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
HAHA. i woke up at noon cause Johnnie bestie msged me
and abrupted my dream -,-
and coincidentally, it was about him ! HAHA :DD
so, i told mommy that i want to get my hands on
cooking spaghetti today :D
i bought the stuffs and cooked within an hour.
i ate one full plate of it.
after which, i got ready and bussed to woodlands civic library.
i was walking aimlessly to find a perfect spot.
there were no empty seats nor tables available.
finally, i managed to find a corner at the upmost floor
and started to do Chemistry :DD
and luck was by my side, when this group of girls
got up and left for me a table all to myself :DD
i started doing my Runaway writing.
and Johnnie rang me up.
thus i packed up my stuffs and
to not disappoint him, i mrted to City Hall and met him :DD
it was raining and i felt like using my umbrella.
but i knew, i will look ridiculous under it :D
so to seek for shelter, we sat in the esp library
and Johnnie complimented my writing :DD
im not sure if he understood my handwriting
cause i bet it was purely atrocious.
then, by 8, we headed down to Marina Square
and there was this two groups of girls.
i knew there were going to spark up a commotion -,-
ridiculous i tell you. HAHA.
i bumped into my lovelies ! :DDD
and after all the hugs, the handshakes and talkings,
i finally head home with Azlizah.
we talked non-stopping in the mrt but it was fun though :DD
a new found friend. hangout again sook ok bby :D
when i reached home, mommy was worried about my rashes.
so we went to consult a doctor
and he asked me to approach a specialist tomorrow.
somehow, im nervous cause anything can happen.
God, please help me get well soon :D
OK DONE. QIFFY ♥ IM FINALLY DONE ! HAHA.
I HATE YOU :P

just so you knowww

2008-02-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
During Pe today, Shida bby and I camwhored :D
when school ended,we walked home with Akasyah ♥
i was supposed to meet Shima but something cocked up :/
prolly next week ? :S
i'll text you bby.

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmm oooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

QIFFYYYYY

2008-01-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
School has been treating me nice for this one whole week.
today had mass run as usual.
and Johnnie bestie texted me ! :DD
i miss this pantat bacin ketiak busuk of mine ♥♥
English has been motivating me to stop procrastinating
and start polishing up my writing skills.
since my first writing i had an A1, it has geared me up
to study hard and not to let myself and parents down :DD
Physics has been fun and Mr Oon, you're the best.
if it wasnt for you, i will never like Physics :DD
HMT today as usual and after that, went to Civic Library
and studied alone. yes, alone oi ! :D HAHA.
im only left Runaway writing to complete during the weekends.
Shima bby texted me this afternoon.
and hopefully, i get to meet her soon.
ive missed her and its been ages since we last
have our long hours of chit chatting session.
a lunch date at LJS will do bby :DD
REENA, I MISS YOU AND IVE NOT YET MSG YOU. I'LL MSG YOU SOON ALRIGHT.
anyways, i was being paranoid for a period of time but Qiffy ♥
happened to be appearing offline and suddenly said Hello !
so, im all smiling like the happiest alien on Mars :DD

he quoted, "SYG YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" HAHA.

EH BITCH/BIMBO,
YOU'RE BEING
EGOISTIC, SELFISH, LOUD AND
A HIGHLY PURE NUISANCE.

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by, maybe tonight

And people asking how I'm doing
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

I'm getting over you, whoa
I'm getting over you, most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it
Like it's true
I'm getting over you

Been playing the songs you hated
I called the boy I almost dated
He's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

I'm getting over you, whoa
I'm getting over you, most of the time

If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it
Like it's true
I'm getting over you

Even if it takes forever
I'll get my shit together
I've been doing so much better
I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you, (I'm getting over you) whoa
I'm getting over you, most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it
Like it's true

I'm getting over you, (I'm getting over you) whoa
I'm getting over you, most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it
Like it's true
I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you

thaqif !

2008-01-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
ive not blogged for two days already
cause mommy hid the wire cable somewhere cause
want her kids to study -,-"
but i told her i need to use the computer
for my homework, ok i told her a white lie :D
Monday, i had my haircut.
my hair's not a lil bit shorter and neat and lil bob :D
Tuesday, i went to see the doctor for my rashes had worsen :/
today, i cabbed to school for the first time
cause i was almost late.
a 3 minutes taxi ride and it costs 4 bucks. HAHA.
but it was worth it though.
during Chemistry self study period, Shida bby and i camwhored :DD
and for the past few days, ive been msging Thaqif ♥
this weekend, i'll maybe be meeting Johnnie Bestie and
of course, i want to meet my lovelies ! :DD

Yes Elfac, Shida bby is my best girlfriend on Earth.
its been 9 years and still counting on ♥

lime flea !

2008-01-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Met Shiday bby at 10.30 and we were off to Youth Park
for the Lime Flea market :D
i surveyed the stuffs that were sold down there
and i saw checkered stuffs :DD
when Miss Lim arrived with our stuffs,
my classmates began unpacking it and laid it all out
on the table and the ground sheet.
after all was done, we waited for the arrival of the customers
but noone did not came yet.
So, Shida bby and i decided to head off to Skate Park.
but we hangout at this office building and camwhored :DD
she was damn irritated with her hair and was pissed off with it.
i was the only one who had fun with my camera :D
after all the shots, we decided to head off somewhere to eat
cause i was already grumbling for food.
we ate at LJS Cineleisure and sat with Haziq and Razi :DD
and hell yeah, i did smell his perfume. HAHA.
after eating, we headed back to the Flea market
and sat with Fifi and Majidah.
under the scorching sun, we were perspiring and bored :S
so, me and Shida bby decided to meet Lovelies at Marina.
sorry classmates, for not being a well-behaved president ):
but, i know our stuffs will manage to sell well :DD
we met Lovelies at Marina ! ♥
i made a new friend, Diana :DD
it was so nice talking to her about boys -,-
haha. cheer up okay friend, i hope you enjoyed our company :DD
i was laughing at the way Afiq, Akiff and Dan behaved.
Seriously, Afiq, you were the cutest oi :DD
i managed to meet Johnnie Bestie at the steps !
he borrowed my hp for awhile and i headed to Macd with gfs
to buy drinks :D
i met Johnnie again and shared my iced milo and we managed
to take a few shots :DD
Oh, i love you bestie. haha ♥♥
some things happened and i did cried for it :/
at 8.30, i headed home and met Johnnie again to give him a hug.
you did complete my day and cheered me up :DD

i care for you boy
and i dont wish to lose you.
im sure you're big enough
to see whats right and wrong.
make sure you keep your promise alright.
for you know, i still do love you ♥♥♥

A2222

2008-01-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Today was the release of the Olevel results
& i finally got to know my results for Malay :DD
AND I SCORED A2 BAYBEH ! :DDDD
senang hati dehhhhhhhh !
but i want an A1. i think i screw up my karangan
and thats why :/
anyways, Hisyam ! congrats ! aku benci kau. HAHA.
but, im happy with my result and for now,
i'll just concentrate on my other subjects.
and oh, im aiming for ten points :DD
insyallah, BOLEHHHHHH !
and brother, congrats that you passed
with the score of 18 points :DD
and hopefully, you get to enroll in the course that
you want :DD
i wish you all the best for poly life aye.
i watched Eiffel, im in love just now.
AWWWWWWWW , i rate the movie ten hearts ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

flea market nak datang !

2008-01-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
i have tons of homeworks today.
By 7.30, im sure im going to touch them :D
after school, i had Physics mock test.
for the very first time, i managed to complete
a Physics Paper cause it was easy and
i understood what Mr Oon had taught me so far.
ive never regret switching pure to combined science :DD
after doing the test, i stayed back in class
to help out in designing the ballet shoes
for our upcoming Lime Flea Market this saturday.
im proud of my job well done,
and my classmates too, Shida bby's and Sadrina's :DD
as a "president", im glad for my classmates,
had put in their effort in purchasing the stuffs,
donating their own stuffs, find ways to promote them,
designed the stall and do some research.
i thank you all for that :DD
im looking forward for the event and i hope,
we earn uncountable profits and have a great time promoting
our stuffs and may the best class wins :DD

Sadrina's work !

Shida bby's work !

my works !

im still not over you

2008-01-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
School was tiring today.
my eyes were both helpless that
i slept halfway during English lesson :DD
after school, headed for HMT and i slept in betweens.
im getting my o's malay results this thursday.
i dont know what the outcome will be,
and come to think about it, im nervous :/
Johnnie, sorry for not picking up your call. HAHA.
somehow, i was too lazy.
and somehow, i feel like saying this, i love you ibu & ayah ♥

its almost midnight.
its only been a month, and im still not over you .

I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no.
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

studyyyyyy

2008-01-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
School did not gave me any problems today
except that i had to sit at the back
for not completing my Amaths assignment -,-"
Mdm Raudhah had made us sit for this IQ test,
during CME. it was challenging & fun :DD
English was alot of writing, but its my place of interest.
Chemistry was more on metals.
after the excellence program, i headed home with girlfriends
and went out again to meet Fifi.
we headed to Civic and studied.
we managed to get ourselves a table.
i completed my malay and amaths and physics homeworks :DD
we left at 7.30 and Fifi got herself a kebab.
we talked alot in the Mrt but it was nice though :DD
i sent her to Khatib and we bid farewell and hugged.
thanks for listening to my stories ♥♥
we shall hangout again soonnnnnn :D
i watched the final race of Amazing Race.
TK & Rachel wonnnn ! i jumped up and down
seeing them raced to the finish line -,-" HAHA.
& Johnnie, thanks for calling.
imy bestie :D

I WANT HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !
PAHAM KE TIDAK ?

BDAY CELEBRATION

2008-01-20T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Oh, lovelies really made my day yesterday ! :DD
i met up with Akir, Akasyah & Karim.
and they accomapanied in the mrt and headed to Fareast
to meet lovelies.
sorry, i was super late :D
when they had finished their lunch,
we headed off to Marina to meet the rest.
Akir, Akasyah & Karim left for their pit.
Thanks for the company guys :DD
we arrived and we sat at the grasspatch area.
the girls went off to somewhere and
i sat there waiting with the guys.
Fina and Hilary then came.
At one moment, Nadhilah closed my eyes.
i knew something was coming.
Poof ! the girls bought the chocalte orea cream icecream cake
from swensens :DD
they finally lit up the candles and sang for me,
and i blew them off with glee :D
thanks lovelies, korng sweet banget !
and we played around with the cream.
i did not managed to smudge on ira's face. grrr. haha.
at 7, i went to meet bestieeeeee, Johnnie ! :DD
it was so good to see him again.
we talked and we hugged me bfre he went off.
i then headed to Arcade
with Hilary, Shiela, Fet, Raflee, Sha, Ammar, Dan.
we raced and i won second. grrr. haha.
we then headed off to Esp bridge and slacked there.
we headed home at arnd 10 and home sweet home ! :DD

Thanks lovelies for wanting to celebrate my bithday
and the delicious cake !
Mel & Shane, thanks for the cute clock and the lolly.
Fina bby, thanks for the top.
Hilary, your spongebob watch i'll sure wear it.
Naddie, thanks for the coin purse and sweets.
Fifi, Akir, Akasyah & Shida bby, thanks for the robot necklace!
Soon kee & Aaron, thanks for the sudoku book.
Sadrina, thanks for keychain.
Farah & Shiela, thanks for the Ferris Wheel frame.
Majidah, thanks for the body shop scents :DDD

ILY ALL. PERIOD ♥
im heading to town with brothers today
to watch One missed call and do shopping.
:DD

Shida bby, cheer up okay.
everything will soon be alright.
i love you and i miss you.
i will text you soonnnn.
takecare ok, and i'll see you tomorrow :D
hug ! kiss ! ♥

bday bsok !

2008-01-17T19:50:00.001+08:00

Hello ♥
the picture was taken after my mass run this morning.
i ran as best as i could
and i was fcuking exhausted to concentrate in class.
i seriously dont like doing Amaths Graphs :S
during recess, sat with Akir and Akasyah ♥
i cant wait to catch the one missed call movie with them :DD
ive already bought my birthday dress ! :DD
hell yeah, im excited to turn sixteennnnnn !

4 MORE HOURS TO GO !
(according to my watch now)

Yeah
What you doing to me baby
Yeahh
I cant let you go

Even though you keeping me frustrated
It still feels so right
I try so hard not to be jaded
Every time you lie
Try so hard to
Get you off my mind
You know that I be running back to you
My love is blind
I know it aint right

It just ain't right
He won more time
Like there's too much to leave behind
Want to move on
But I cant

No I just cant let you go
Coz I been loving you too long
Take it back to how it was baby
You know I'm goin crazy
Oh I cant do this no more
Coz I just cant let you go
I keep on coming back for more
Told myself now its over
But I still love ya
I cant let you go

I don't think time will ever make it
No matter how hard I try
But you convince im mistaken
When you go and do the things you
We used to do
That made me fall for you
Then you turn around
And say something
That proves me right
baby this aint right

I know I'm a fool
To think that I need you in my life
I should know better but
When im with you
I forget about the past
No, the fights we had dont matter
I know im just playin myself
But I don't care

I dont wanna let you go neither
To tell ya the truth mami I need ya
Anything to please ya
Body of a Diva
She hotter than a fever
Try to cool it down
Ice rocks on her finger
When I get upset or frustrated
She sing to me
Getting paid she aint gotta
Cook n clean for me
Tried to leave a couple times
But she came bak
Cant let you go
Im not ashamed to say that

OH SATURDAY

2008-01-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Oh Saturdayyyyyyyy !
Mommy wants me to stay at home today :O
cold macam nak mampos today.
so, potato couched all day
and damn, im famished now :/

Fina na na na ! Cheer up bby :DD

AKU GIVE UP EH !

Nyp ! Mariah !

2008-01-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
my right leg's aching due to unforeseen cirumstances.
so, ive not been attenting my religious classes for
yesterday and today. *grin*
so, hopefully, i'll make up for it tomorrow :DD
oh yes, my sec fours went to NYP today.
and i thought the openhouse was fun ?
personally, it was a bore.
i only loved the nursing and design stations.
the rest, a big no !
seriously, i could suffocate to death in there.
and the delivering baby video was really ew.
it traumatised me and gave me second thoughts to
deliver my own babies later in the future :S
siol ah. kepala keluar dari vagina ? HAHA.
ok, on the 26January, my class will be having
the Lime Flea Market.
my sec fours are involved in it.
and i volunteered as President for my class ! :D
ok, i spent 8 bucks today -.-"
by next week, i should get at least 50bucks. phew :DD
my birthday's coming and my heart is making little jumps already.
i cant wait to meet my lovelies,
and i cant wait for brother to give me a treat
and i cant wait for my date ~ ♥♥♥

Mariah bby ! :D
HAPPY 15th Birthday !
May you have a great life ahead,
wish you all the best in studies,
& may all your wishes come true !
Senyum senyum selalu & Stay hot selalu ! :DD
I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
CEPAT ONLINE LAH OI !!

Brother bought Ps 3!

2008-01-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
as soon as i woke up today,
i got ready cause brother has been
pestering the whole family since yesterday,
to go wisma and buy his playstation 3.
he was all smiles when he got it
and i saw this SKATE PS3 game !
Shida bby just came right to my head,
and imagine if i were to buy this game,
i will ring her up everyday and play with her :DD
OK TAK.
brother asked me to survey for things i like,
cause he wants to give me a big treat on Sunday,
two days after my birthday ! :DD
Shika tak sabar oi, can dig out his pocket non-stop
when the day approaches ! :DD
Daddy joined us and we had our lunch at Ayam Penyet.
Oh, saw this ganteng indon guy down there :DD
we then headed home after that cause daddy's gotta work.
and it was raining :D

i miss my Lovelies ! ♥♥♥

first day of school

2008-01-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
Pertama hari di sekolah today ! :D
I woke up at 6.10 and i took 35 minutes to get ready.
I meet Shida bby under our blk and gave her a hug ! :DD
we then walked to school, talking without stopping oi.
i think followed according to the school rules.
hence, we did not caught by counsellors, security guards
plus teachers. semangat oi korng diri dpn itu pagar,
smpi ke luar pavement. dasyat youuuu :DD
we headed to hall and we were dismissed to our classes.
we got our own timetable and our proper lessons
started at around 9.40.
Oh Chemistry was not a bore :D
Recess i ate my usual food, Mee Soto !
and we were late for our Amaths class -,-
i seriously despise our form teacher.
we had chemistry lesson again and
we ended off our day with malay lesson :DD
i headed back home with Shida and Fifi bby.
And we bought icecream cones at Macd cause i was asking for it.
we bid farewell to fifi and
Shida and i stopped by the 8th floor and camwhored !
dalam banyak banyak tingkat, tingkat nombor lapan kita dua pilih.
jangan tanya why :D haha.
mommy was already ringing up wanting me to be home -,-
so, pertama hari di sekolah, saya gembira :DD
im looking forward for tomorrow,
and ive yet to complete my homeworks. pfft :/

JANGAN STEREOTYPE BOLEH !?

PICNIC / HAPPY AMMAR MSG / THANKS UH PARENTS

2008-01-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
My new year's eve was fruitfully fun ! :D
my cousin gave birth to her second child and its a girl baybeh !
so, due to visiting her at the hospital,
i was late for the picnic with lovelies ! sorry ok korng :DD
i met up with Fina at PasirRis Mrt
and yes, i brought keropoks along with me
and we had Raflee, cooked for us Pastaaaaaa !
sedap oi ! :DD
so, we arrived at the place around 5 and we start
filling up our stomachs.
like finally, i got to meet my IFAHBOOB ♥
awww, she's cute with her rocky voice ! haha :D
and i got to meet Shida bby as wellll !
we camwhored banyak banyak and puas puas !
at arnd 7.30, she and Ain bby headed home.
we bid farewell and exchanged hugs and yes,
Fetfet finally munculllll !
Thanks bby for the spongebob wallet ♥♥♥
after that, we cleaned up our pit and headed to the Swamp.
sure thing, i was scared cause its haunted with my 'siblings'.
but with the guys behind and infront of me and Fina,
we were not terrified :D
after much roundabouts, we sat on benches and along the pathways.
at around 10, myself, Fina and Fetfet headed homeee !
when it was after midnight,
i kept on sending wishes to my lovelies.
and yes, i did not cried on my New Year's night.
YES AHHHHHHH :DDDD Shida bby knows whyyyyy :DDDDD

THANKS UH MAKBAPAK AKUUUUU !
GEREK OI KORNG PEH PERBUALAN TADI!
THANKS BANYAK BANYAK !
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 EHHH !

you are not alone

2007-12-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone.

fat

2007-12-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥
i woke up at 12 due to noises coming
from the kitchen !
mommy was blendering stuffs in the blender.
it was irritating me and hence,
my beauty and the beast sleep is over.
i got bathed and switched the computer on.
mommy was cooking, especially for Brother's birthday.
she cooked, nasi tomato, chicken curry, pineapple salad
& bubur kacangggggg ! :DD
Happy Birthday Brother !
you 17 already oi ! goods lucks for all your future endeavours.
whatever you do, i'll always support from the back ! ILY ♥♥

i'll be wrapping books later
and heading off for religious class at night :S

i want to countdown to 2008 on Monday ♥

im not in good terms with my stomach nowadays.
its making me look ugly and im angry with it;
its contented with ZILLION of fats ! BABI.